I was going through moments, then I wrote this

I was talking to @Pikmin_Hunter about "stuff"
I had to go to sleep, I think I don't remember me talking about this but it's giving me major anxiety.
I woke up the next day being confused of why the hell was. I up at 4am and why there was a massive thing I wrote but on to it.

Farewell for now Pikmin.
Hopefully not the last
But nothing lasts forever
Right
It's just all an endless loop
On and on forever
It never stops, it never reverses
It's just the outcome of what's there
Things not understandable
Things that puzzle our minds
No matter how intelligent we are
We will always be puzzled by that one outcome
Life is one of those outcomes
Life is the most beautiful outcome there is
The outcome people fear most has been there which life also fear
Death
It's what all human beings fear
Death is the outcome that takes everything away from you
Nothing can stop it
It's apart of this endless loop
It's been here forever
It will forever be here
Infinity is what deaths lifespan is
The light can longer take control over the darkness.
Soon there is nothing left
It's gone, the light or life has been overcome by the darkness or death...

... Even before pressing the post button, this is giving me anxiety/worry/confusion.
Tell me if this natural or not.

 

I don't even know

 

Wut? 42? xgen42?

 

What stuff

 

Well, just reading it gives me anxiety