Why I Am So Mean Now

I'm mean now because i thought this guy Beast2200 was my friend here is exactly why i say "thought" well we were skyping one day he acted like he was kuel and all and i figured we were friends after that he seemed to still be my friend up until one day when i simply asked if i could be added and he said um no so i still figured we were friends and everything was kuel till i tped to another friend who was at his plot and right there in front of me he said "lol i don't like MrG(me) so i ignored him" and i was pissed cause i thought he was my friend and all and then he just goes and ****s it over so i kept asking people to ask him why and they tell me he said "he just don't" so then this one guy asked him and and he said the same thing i said but there has to be a reason to why he don't like me and he asked beast why do u not like him his response (i was told was) "because I annoyed him" my only thought was that maybe he got mad or something about me asking to be added but i asked him to ask him how i annoyed him he said nothing so then i'm all pissed cause of course half my friends on the server all hang with him and i don't like that cause they don't understand what he said the worst part is when i see he ignored me one of my favorite friends on the server replied with "lol" and then i got fed up with it i was so close to leaving the server when one of my good friends talked me into staying so all my friends that hung with beast were pissed at me for calling him names and **** but one told me they hated me so i was like fine hang out with that dumb ass and i am still pissed that that ****er did that it changed my attitude and **** but i'm still pissed so that's why i guess i take it out on other people i know i shouldn't its hard for me not to sometimes i'm bipolar so it just makes it that much worse cause u know how people over react when their bipolar it really hurt me and i cant forgive any of them for it and it changed me

allot of people have been asking me why i am like this now so i figured this would help

 

ive aint got none grammar :}

btw the point was to inform u not to create another flame war