Insomniac thinking

I would wave to the forums, but I'm tired. But I can't sleep. But I'm tired.

Yep that's right, it's time for Lightwielder is depressed + insomniaed to hell.

Fact 1: Being a crazy person is fun most of the time, but unfortunately, sometimes you feel really horrible because you haven't tried 'fixing' yourself

Fact 2: creative works don't come out as good the fourteenth iteration. Getting caught in a creative loop is like getting your tongue stuck on a frozen pole.

Fact 3: Being a dragon is cool. Not *physicially* being a dragon is less cool. It can be downright frustrating sometimes, like now.

Fact 4: Homework is annoying. It would be great if I could demonstrate my knowledge in class rather than have added stressors ontop of my existing life demands. (Which are admittidly not much, but I'm feeling emotionally vulnerable right now, and tend to blow things out of proportion)

Fact 5: Lucid dreaming sounds great on paper. It is not good. Having full awareness is 100% great but when a nightmare happens and you're trapped in your mind, there's no getting out. Feeling your heart getting ripped out isn't fun. Don't wish you were lucid.

I could go on. But I guess there's only a certain amount of teenage angst you all can take at one time. This is already a little much I know, but in my current state it's not my primary concern. Sorry.