Me losing a 20ks to a low level [Explicit]

Not really, I keep my anger under control :v

 

I cant believe you still cry about losing a killstreak

 

I don't rage as hard anymore but I still get mad.

 

I always go back and kill who killed me.

 

Every. Damn. Time.

why do u ppl exist who always have this aggressive behavior ;/

 

inb4 this thread gets deleted or edited

 

Snail plz, we all know you can't get a 20ks.

 

Moved to "Off Topic" with the "Random" prefix.

 

Just know. Deep down in your heart, let that forceful tempest out. Release it. You could be like me sometimes and suppress the anger, but letting it out in a vulgar/expletive filled rant about self-expectation and hype and failures is also ok as well. I'm totally content with my death if I'm on a 20ks and I get too cocky, but if someone jumps me and pulls out a shotgun, the inner, eternally combusting, vile soul within is released and starts blabbering arbitrary expletives about how much I hate Mc-War and the ethics behind my reaction.
This won't happen if:
a) I get cocky and realize my cockiness. I soon accept my defeat and my inevitable misery.
b) Someone knifes me. That's just too funny. I would crack up.
c) I'm not paying attention and I'm talking in chat about stupid shart that doesn't concern anyone in particular.
@_huehue much death many sad
This will happen if:
a) a high level player kills me. If a +30-+60-+100 player kills me, but he/she is only decent, I won't accept my death. I will see my defeat as 1) motivation for revenge 2) motivation to git good 3) a moment to take a break 4) a moment to start ranting about either what I hate about Mc-War or an indirect reference to the person who killed me. The inner demon inside will be metaphorically released from my will.
b) a low level player kills me. My death on his part is presumably just lucky, utilizes unfair weapons ex. donor guns, or on the unlikely chance that that person is actually skilled, which barely happens but does happen; deep down, I look down on those low level players in contempt. I see a reflection of myself, of my past self, of someone who just shot everywhere and anywhere, just standing in one place, just waiting for my inevitable death. I feel pity for those people, but in all honesty, if they kill me, 1) fml 2) f them
But because I mostly blame myself for my own deaths regardless of my killer's skill or level or donor guns or equipment, hence my perfectionist nature, It's more fml than

Now that I think about it...My posts should be their own separate thread.

 

When I get two kills in a row I get excited then I die to the good sniper and /hub.
Sometimes I straight up log out.

 

Never made it to a 20 kill streak in ages, in fact, I have never nuked before. So, no, I don't rage like this.

 

If I lose a 20ks, I just say: darn. Then I continue living my life, not giving another sh*t about that 20ks.

 

Hey
Snail
Watch yo profanity