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Been meaning to say this for months but never found the words to sum it up

Discussion in 'Off Topic' started by Blackfurrykitty, Aug 13, 2015.

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  1. Blackfurrykitty

    Blackfurrykitty Well-Known Member

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    As some of you who know me on a more personal level know. I have been going through hell the past few months. Alot of this hell was the aftershocks of my fathers death. For awhile most of you have noticed i have become aggressive and at times a dick. I have and been as of late seeking help for my issues to try and regain some normalcy in my life. But this is not what im here to talk about.

    Im here to thank everyone and you all know who you are for helping me stay intact through the last 5 months. There were times where i genuinely came close to throwing in the towel and putting a end to my pain. There were times where my own depression drove me to commit extraordinary acts of anger and cruelty on other players. But rather than hang me out to dry and allow me to sink further they stayed with me and helped me. Heck my dear friend xelasi outright came to my house and took me out to lunch to help me recoup some a week after my father died. To all of you who in my time of extraordinary crisis,

    Thank you. You helped me preserve hope when i saw none left. You kept me from diving deeper and deep into the bottle or turning a knife on my arm in anguish. I can't repay all the kindness i received from those around me when i was enduring one of the worst pains any person will ever suffer in their lives. You guys are awesome and keep doing what you do.
     
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    #1 Blackfurrykitty, Aug 13, 2015
  2. Daveeeeeeeee

    Daveeeeeeeee Well-Known Member

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    O well I'm glad that I try to be fun cos it kinda makes me cheer u up kinda. Well yea yur welcomd
     
    #2 Daveeeeeeeee, Aug 13, 2015
  3. AdamLovesBarca

    AdamLovesBarca CTF player | Original MCPVPer

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    BFK, we should go back to minefinity to finish that underground base! :grinning:

    I never knew you had this happen to you in life and I feel sorry for you. Hopefully now you are feeling better and you can get back to being that *cough* awesome nether portal raider *cough* I mean chemist you used to be :smile:
     
    #3 AdamLovesBarca, Aug 13, 2015
  4. Daveeeeeeeee

    Daveeeeeeeee Well-Known Member

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    What even happened to minefiinity
     
    #4 Daveeeeeeeee, Aug 13, 2015
  5. Blackfurrykitty

    Blackfurrykitty Well-Known Member

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    last time i checked minefinity collapsed
     
    #5 Blackfurrykitty, Aug 13, 2015
  6. Daveeeeeeeee

    Daveeeeeeeee Well-Known Member

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    I thought so cos forums don't work
     
    #6 Daveeeeeeeee, Aug 13, 2015
  7. Blackfurrykitty

    Blackfurrykitty Well-Known Member

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    Whoever moved this. bad move there was a very specific reason i posted this in ctf. Only the ctfers know anything about my current situation. therefore posting it there was a fitting gesture.
     
    #7 Blackfurrykitty, Aug 13, 2015
  8. Piky

    Piky Well-Known Member

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    If you want someone to talk to, I can help. Though I know very little about the situation but I would love to care and help you out.
     
    #8 Piky, Aug 13, 2015
  9. Recovs

    Recovs Unknown Member

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    I'm sorry for your loss first of all. I understand how people may react to this horrible tragedy. It's a pain because most of all the people in the world have to go through this experience sometime in the their life. All you have to do is think about the good things/pros about what is waiting for you in the further future and you will succeed. Just know, you have people to guide you till the end and help you out no matter what circumstance. You are and never will be alone @blackfurrykitty , we will always be by your side.
     
    #9 Recovs, Aug 13, 2015
  10. CrystaliteRyuko

    CrystaliteRyuko Well-Known Member

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    I'm glad you are better now. @blackfurrykitty you have been one of the nicest, funniest, and coolest people to me. Most people, well, I'm going to say it, hate me. To be honest, It really hurts me, but you are one of the nice ones. A lot of famous mcpvper's hate me, which I will not say the names of because it will start a flame war. *Cough* Yet, you were one of the few who actually took a chance to talk to me and understand me. I was devastated the first time I read that you said you almost killed yourself, even If i didn't show it. I suck at showing emotions, and I feel them a lot. I really hope you will be better, no matter what. Just promise me this, if you are feeling depressed, just don't get anything sharp or dangerous, just well, watch youtube and tv. I find that Shane Dawson and Jessi Vee really help me, try their videos out. Like they say, laughing is actually good for you.
     
    #10 CrystaliteRyuko, Sep 6, 2015
  11. MR_EVIL_OVERLORD

    MR_EVIL_OVERLORD Elite Legacy Legend | PRO | Genius Super Villain

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    Sorry to hear about your Dad passing away, I don't think anyone can fully understand your loss and what you are going through right now.

    @Pikmin_Hunter +1 for offering to help. :wink:
     
    #11 MR_EVIL_OVERLORD, Sep 7, 2015
  12. SoCool21

    SoCool21 Bans Reports & Appeals Admin | McPvPer for Life <3

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    I have no idea who moved this to off-topic, but it was a massive d*ck move.
     
    #12 SoCool21, Sep 7, 2015
  13. Afid

    Afid Well-Known Member

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    *rates agree*
    Sad to hear the loss of your dad.
    My grandma died by breast cancer when my mom was 8.
     
    #13 Afid, Sep 7, 2015
  14. Zusheqiel

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    well...technically it is a bit off topic... but why are you upset about it's location? in the end does it really matter?
     
    #14 Zusheqiel, Sep 10, 2015
  15. Subjugating

    Subjugating Well-Known Member

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    Hey, things can lead to anger, depression, etc. Just try to not let it get to you. It's good to hear you are doing better though!
     
    #15 Subjugating, Sep 10, 2015
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