Intro Explanation and new beginning, for real this time

Hey guys, :/

At this point I know many of you probably either hate me or want nothing to do with me and i probably have a lot of explaining to do since i got unbanned.
Lets see where this all started

At one time I was a popular and normal, well behaved MC-War player. I frequently uploaded videos and I was at the peak of my skill. I am a subscriber of Lord_Roke's, and I was watching some of his WarZ videos, I saw the HD Texture pack he was using and for some reason it made me wanna play some WarZ. So I played some WarZ with my close friend ganebal and as i expected I was greeted by many players on WarZ just as i am on MC-War. One of the players that said hello to me was named DiamondHunter5. He had told me in a /msg that he was kcl729 from MC-War and he asked if he wanted to skype. At the time, I was in a good mood so I agreed and aded him on skype. I called him for the first time and to my surprise, he seemed younger than i expected. He explained to me how he was playing alot of MC-War lately and how he was newly prestiged, that same night when the two of us were in a skype call, he asked me if he could add his friend bambrew to the call. I agreed and he added bambrew. It was a great decision that he did that and I was so happy he did because bambrew was the nicest person i had met in a long time. After that day had ended, kcl and I and usually bambrew would skype while playing Mc-War. The two of them grew distant from WarZ and closer to MC-War. They both dreamt of joining the elite MC-War clan TRA. Both of them had a strongly growing potential of skill. They were naturals and at the time their stats were similar. They nuked fairly often for new War players and both of them were well respected at the time. As I skyped with kcl more he added me to calls and chats with his WarZ friends. One call he added me to was with an old WarZ player known as Mvs99. They both had a long, extensive conversation about DDoS and DDoS related activities. From them on, I believe kcl had felt more comfortable to talk to me and my friends in skype so he started getting nasty. One of his only comebacks in conversation was something along the lines of "You wanna go offline?" He would often make DDoS threats and he targeted me often in game. I felt less inclined to talk to him because it was very annoying to deal with. Bambrew felt the same way about kcl and he admitted to only talking to him so he wouldn't DDoS him. Despite kcl's ****ty behavior, his MC-War skill was superior. I then invited him into TRA, and for a good amount of time, he was a good member in game. Soon after that, kcl added his friend Jims, AKA kjhgamer into a call, while we were playing some WarZ. Kjh was a funny guy, humerous and had a good sense of humor. Me and him grew closer and we often skyped along with kcl. But he had the same lack of tolerance for kcl as me and bambrew did. Kjh and kcl were both DDoSers as they came from WarZ and I had learned alot about DDoS from the two of them. As my popularity grew as an MC-War player, i started to get spammed/targeted alot more than usual. This caused alot of rage for me and I had no way of getting rid of it. My grades dropped in school because i couldnt concentrate about all the rage from MC-War. Since I have something called ADHD, it is hard for me to handle all the stress on MC-War. I found my only way at the time to get "payback" on those who caused me to rage in game was by DDoSing. When I first started doing it, nobody suspected that it was me, as i had no reputation like that. I did it for a while without attracting the staff's attention, but at this point kcl started getting alot more negative attention than me so all eyes were on him. First he started with the actions of frequent C4 glitching and such. At this point kjhgamer was at an extreme skill level and had already surpassed kcl's KDR with a lower amount of kills. Kjh was less of an idiot when it came to common sense and he didnt do alot of the stupid stuff kcl had did. At the time, Zyth was a large clan on MC-War and one thing me kjh and kcl had in common was that we all HATED Zyth. We hated how you needed no skill to get into it and how they invited just about everyone. I lost my mind over Zyth and it turned into a DDoS party for me kjh and kcl. Alot of Zyth members were young immature people and we DDoSed them because we couldn't stand them any longer. (If you havent figured out already all three of us were easily aggervated and aggressive ragers) Later, I refused to skype with kcl because of his annoying qualities and he threatened me with leaving TRA to ruin my killstreaks. I know you might look at that as stupid at the moment, but believe me when i tell you he was the loss of about 70% of my killstreaks at the time and I had enough problems. So i forced myself to talk to him. Soon after this, kcl left TRA due to me not skyping with him (again) and he joined and got mod in Zyth. He hated Zyth going into it and he wanted to destroy the clan. He kicked every online Zyth member that he saw and this attracted A LOT of attention from the staff. At this point kcl was on high alert and he was loosing his mind. He was at a very hostile state and it finally ended for him when he was caught threatening to DDoS staff and players repeatedly in the chat. He was then permanantly banned from McBrawl and still is to this day. After this, i never spoke with him on skype again as i was fed up with his bull**** all along, he had nothing on me. He attempted to DDoS me with a 100 second booter (lol). Obviously i got back on and booted him off and he never did that to me again. Im gonna leave out what happens untill the next thing since it is pointless. Soon after, Gynamo's Minecraft account was hacked. It is unknown to this day who did it and me and kcl were both accused of doing it. The thing is i dont know how to hack mc accounts and i KNOW kcl doesnt. But since he was the one banned for DDOS and having an extreme hatred for Zyth, people blamed it on kcl. But i know for sure that it wasnt kcl at all. After talking to him for a sufficient amount of time in the past, not once EVER, did he mention one thing about hacking mc accounts. At this point my MC-War popularity has gotten so overwhelming that It is impossible for me to log onto server 1 without being spammed, targeted, etc. So far kjhgamer's skill in game was at an incredible level and i almost thought he was more skilled than me. TRA was almost died out and an idea of a small elite nuker clan came to mind. I then made LTE that day and from the moment i did, i loved the prefix. Shortly after, mafia made Feyz, his new clan that same day. Feyz was the clan me and mafia had planned on making in the MC-War update, but it couldnt wait for him since the update will never come out. I refused to join Feyz for 2 reasons at the moment, kjhgamer was still active and refused to join it due to players in it that bothered him. And because i thought the prefix "Feyz" was ugly, which i still believe. I like stuff like nice prefixes and i didnt like Feyz at all. Therefore i stayed in my own clan LTE. At this point me and mafia's close relationship started to break. We would talk less and we grew apart. Some time around 2 weeks after the creation of LTE, kjhgamer bought Garrys Mod and got addcited to it. He hasnt played MC-War in almost 3 weeks and its quite a shame. Now I had gone too far with the DDoSing and i made it too obvious that i did it. Just yesterday an account came on and me and ganebal both new in a skype call that it was kcl's alt. We just knew it. We didnt have proof or did we? I found a bitter but convient way to figure out if it was kcl was, if i booted kcl, would the supposed "alt account" go offline and sure enough it did. I then took this information and presented it to mafia over skype, i told him to bring it to the attention of the staff, which he did, but to me it wasnt so good since it looks awful for the staff and it is basically me admitting to DDoS. I continued to play MC-War with ganebal and edr1969 in a skype call. We decided to have some trolling fun and use nooby guns like ray gun and flamethrower for the lolz. Apparently Credo007lv cant handle dying to donor weapons. So he decided to call me, members of my clan, and others "noobs". Even though he was the one getting nuked. I wasnt the one irritated for once. Basically the next thing that I did, was i simply pasted Credo's skype in the chat as a natural way of saying "**** you". Because the skype was registered through facebook it had a "facebook:" link before it. Never once did i contact him over skype or even look up his facebook. As i anticipated he made a big deal over it on the forums and basically made me look like a full on DoXing criminal. Even though all I did was paste his skype in the chat and resumed with killing. This and other actions like the way i found kcl's alt caused me to get banned from McBrawl. I would have made a ban appeal but i found that there was no point in it as i was completely wrong in what i did and there was no denying that i broke the rules.

I made this thread to explain my entire situation from the very beginning and how it all started. DDoS is a horrible thing to get mixed up with and it was certainly the biggest mistake i ever made. It trashed and burned my reputation to ashes and it might never be built back but i want to sincerely apologize this time. I wont be DDoSing any more i can promise that and i wont be getting into any trouble. Ive learned my lesson this time. It really hit me hard that when my closest friend as a mod threw me under a bus, then its really time to change. So this is my story. Im gonna try to be a little more tolarant on MC-War as it is what it is and theres no stopping what happens.

So McBrawl,
I hope you can forgive my ignorant actions, i know you dont have to and if i was in your position i probably wouldnt, but im doing this because if i continue to play War, i dont want to be that guy nobody respects, thats not the right way to go.

So if we're starting fresh,
Hi im Joey. Im 14 years old and i live in the united states.
Ive been playing MC-War since march of 2013 and i currently have over 200.000 kills.
How are you today?

 

Someone bought it for me.

 

I've definitely learned my lesson. I won't be DDoSing again.