Intro WhOLE New Me

I got on teamspeak today, and Bman was the first to inquire. He interrogated me for quite some time until he squealed in girlish delight when I actually spoke into my microphone. He dragged in Camo and then shortly after almost the entire lobby flooded into the room. I was ambushed with questions by Greedy... and furthermore by Green whom asked if I was really coming back. I made a friendly little wager, and it turned out that indeed I would return. So, I even got to speak to Venom again... crazy kid. And listen to him rage about lovely string cheese. That aside, I received such moving and warming welcome that I set off to finish the application I had been saving. So, as to explain my departure and return, the answers to some of the Frequently asked questions. Feel free to ask any that I haven't exactly covered clearly enough.

Why'd you leave-- The main reason that I had left, was simply because I had been in a state of health decline for some odd months. Some of the staff were aware of it, and some other friends of mine as well. My resignation was overall upon the basis that I wouldn't even reside in a position capable enough to participate on WarZ or McBrawl as a whole. I figured, better to walk away than to fade away without notice.

Why are you coming back-- I had not signed into the forums, but still took the time to read. I saw the promotion of several new moderators over several servers. As well as the diminished time of others. And of course, keeping a nice eye on the WarZ section. Despite the 214 notifications that I was greeted with upon my signin, I saw one that meant the most to me. Erader left me a message on my page. He was my role model, and I aspired to reach global alongside him. But... that dream was not to come. And I felt I failed him. But... his words of encouragement were what.. made me look again upon myself. He said I hadn't failed but rather... even succeeded him.

Why so soon-- Well, like I said. I didn't plan on recovering at all. Least of all within a timely manner. So, for those of you that feel as if I shouldn't have returned, I am sorry for not being ill longer. It was in my best state of mind to be able to return and rekindle the flame that was my Torch on WarZ. For those that would argue my inactivity, I have been rather up to date as I still receive notifications from McBrawl, only all the time. And I have watched the forums, so, I haven't been far. Just out of sight.

But there is only one real reason for my second intro, despite what a warm welcome I had gotten from my close friends, I failed to take into account what the other members of the community have in mind. I didn't think of how you all would feel, I was lost on the wave of nostalgia. So, to the remainder of the community. I ask you, how do you honestly feel about me? I mean.. I have been so fixated on a primarily negative connotation, but Majora has encouraged me to actually open up and ask you. What do you feel about my return to WarZ and McBrawl? I guess, I kinda would prefer to hear it from you all, seeing how your voices are what really matter. Then maybe I can adjust as needed?

 

Yeah. Like I said, that was right before I was to begin treatment for my health issues that I mentioned in staff. I honestly had no intention of an improvement, atleast not as sudden as it was for me. I've gotten my eating habbits back... mostly. And my health afterwards has been on the upside. I chose to resign instead of simply not even being around and not taking the chance to tell anyone of what happened. I do apologize for recovering faster than I had planned for.