Intro Good Old Days

Hello Brawl. Jesse here a.k.a followhenis a.k.a Skulduggery57.

Let me start off by saying that my resignation was a huge mistake. I resigned for two reasons, I was getting bored of the game, and also I never really clicked with any of the staff on things like Teamspeak. Sure I was friends with a lot of you guys via my keyboard but when it came to Teamspeak I always felt awkward and hated going in Mod+ because everyone was so much older than me. I ended up spending most of my time with my sound muted in a WarZ channel. These were both stupid reasons, I was only bored with the game for a couple of weeks, then I was dying to play it again. And as for the Teamspeak thing, I was never much of a Teamspeak or Forums moderator anyway, I was most active and helpful in-game by far.

I spent the next week fighting a battle of wills inside my head. I really missed being WarZ moderator and I hated how I kept seeing people breaking the rules on the servers and I couldn't do anything about it, since my screenshot button was faulty. But I didn't want to seem weak and fickle so I didn't ask Putty for my rank back, I wasn't at all confident he would give it back to me anyway, I did resign.

So since April I've been going through two phases, going for mod again, and immaturity. Being denied several times just made me more depressed. So I took out my anger on the people who I kind of saw as 'stealing my would-be position', the new WarZ moderators and some other moderators.

@specknav I was a hypocrite to judge you on your past. We've all done things we're not proud of and who am I to judge you?

@Mr_OwEsOmEnEsS I was bitter at you for betraying me in WarZ, but that is no excuse for the way I acted. I apologise for all the things I've said and done.

@Mario I was blinded by my anger at your WarZ team for always outnumbering me that I failed to see how good a moderator you are. Don't stop doing what you're doing.

@Giggadream I was ignorant to what you do here at Brawl and the importance of your job and I allowed myself to believe that you were bad at your job, but that's like giving Osama Bin Laden the Nobel Peace Prize. It's contradictory in every way imaginable.

So, I guess why I'm making this thread is to explain what happened to me after I resigned and why I am applying for WarZ mod again soon.

I've made several changes since I was moderator. Firstly, I have upgraded my computer and my recording program which will make it much easier for me to catch hackers, I have several hacker reports in my Videos folder waiting to be uploaded when I have the time.

Another thing is that I would say I am now a lot more comfortable Skyping and Teamspeaking people older than me.

So expect to see me on the forums and Teamspeak a lot more now and if you have any questions pertaining to WarZ, the community or even War, you can always come to me