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Discussion in 'Away' started by GlobalistCuck, Apr 18, 2015.

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  1. GlobalistCuck

    GlobalistCuck Well-Known Member

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    I've decided it would be in my best interests if I took a break from WarZ and Brawl in general, for a few days at least. I've always thought of myself as a nice person, but these past few months have made me consider my own flaws and how WarZ brings out the worst in myself. I guess I just... feel like I owe it to myself not to be part of a community that sometimes depresses me and makes me question if I am really a good person.

    It would take a book to write all the things I've done here at Brawl that I'm not proud of, right up to this very moment. And I'm tired of apologies. This community makes me sad too, I just don't understand how people can be so detached from the human beings on the server. Like, I don't get why people would DDoS or hack, knowing it messes things up for everyone else.

    One of the things that saddens me the most is my multiple denials of moderator rank, denials which I am now thinking are quite justified, but I didn't think so at the time. The last time I applied I came fairly close to quitting beforehand but I convinced myself I would feel like staying if I got mod, I would be motivated to play WarZ so I could answer questions etc. etc. because I am one of those weird people who likes doing things like that. But looking back, I'm not sure if I applied for altogether the right reasons and I'm not sure if this makes me a bad person.

    Of course another reason is just everyone else leaving. First my real life friends (Mrcowlick and THEBORINGGAME10) went and then just these last few weeks I've had three of my long-term WarZ teammates (Veribayd, edin61265, _Tallstar_).

    Overall I guess I'm not sure if I like the way WarZ makes me... feel. I'm not yet sure if this is the end, which is why this is an Away thread, but for me, the negatives of this community are starting to way out the positives.
    So farewell and I guess time will tell if I return. I'll still probably remain on the forums for the time being.

    So this Away thread is getting pretty long (kinda like my dick... yeah... I say stuff like that now...) so I'm going to end it here. See ya.

    {Insert song here that doesn't have any relevance to the Outro}

    {Insert tags for people here... for some reason. I blame D3 for this tradition.}
     
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    #1 GlobalistCuck, Apr 18, 2015
  2. SoMuchWinning

    SoMuchWinning Well-Known Member

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    Meh.
    {d3rgps31}
     
    #2 SoMuchWinning, Apr 18, 2015
  3. GlobalistCuck

    GlobalistCuck Well-Known Member

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    God I wish there was still a pointless rating :V
     
    #3 GlobalistCuck, Apr 18, 2015
  4. PumkinLp

    PumkinLp Well-Known Member

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    noo not u skulldouggery
     
    #4 PumkinLp, Apr 18, 2015
  5. Afid

    Afid Well-Known Member

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    Aww,it's really sad to see you go.Hope you'll come back soon and enjoy warz again!And if you don't,that's your choice.
     
    #5 Afid, Apr 18, 2015
  6. 19kss

    19kss 18kss

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    Ok Bye See You Later Hope You Have a Good Life
    EDIT: Bad to Good
     
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    #6 19kss, Apr 18, 2015
  7. MR_EVIL_OVERLORD

    MR_EVIL_OVERLORD Elite Legacy Legend | PRO | Genius Super Villain

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    Very introspective. I imagine you will come back and with a different perspective on the game and life.
     
    #7 MR_EVIL_OVERLORD, Apr 18, 2015
  8. Chopo

    Chopo Well-Known Member

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    #8 Chopo, Apr 18, 2015
  9. GlobalistCuck

    GlobalistCuck Well-Known Member

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    Introspective...

    Don't you mean... outrospective?

    :stuck_out_tongue:
     
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    #9 GlobalistCuck, Apr 18, 2015
  10. Below_Z3ro

    Below_Z3ro Well-Known Member

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    There's only one thing that can describe what I'm feeling right now...
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    Seriously though Henis, you are one of the best friends I ever made on Brawl, and I'm really gonna miss you. We've had so many fun times together, and some not so fun too, and I hope we can still keep in touch.

    My heart is forever broken </3
     
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    #10 Below_Z3ro, Apr 19, 2015
  11. Thwer

    Thwer Well-Known Member

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    Just like YING, I will miss you not only as a teammate, but as a friend. We had some great times on warz, and overall became close. I ****ed up so many times but you always forgave me. I'll miss you if you leave. So keep in touch with me babe
     
    #11 Thwer, Apr 19, 2015
  12. NMHRODMAN1SBEST

    NMHRODMAN1SBEST WarZ | Ex Staff

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    Still a kiwi.
    If you don't return for the time being, we should totally come back in summer.
     
    #12 NMHRODMAN1SBEST, Apr 20, 2015
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