What I've Lost

Life can be rough. It is always good to have a good friend who you can trust. Even if you don't have many, you can still have a good time.
Maybe your old friend just got diconected and lost track of you or got busy with other things. I'm not saying this happened, but it is a possibility.
I had a friend who I went to school with for about two years then he moved all the way across the country (oregon to Maine). We stayed in contact for a few months through mail then lost contact. About a year ago I remembered him and now we talk weekly (this happened from 2nd to 8th grade). The point is you can get caught up in other things and some times forget people, even people you turely care about and enjoy being around.
I hope it all turns out well for you. And if you want someone to talk to I am avalible most of the time and would be willing to talk.
Good luck!
-NBOps

 

I'm not gonna show you my face, 'cause that would make you go blind... But I'm here if ya need me Xplo!

 

Rip
Well hope everything works out xplo

 

Hey man, if you ever need help just pm me on skype. I'm here 4 u.

 

Wow, you've lost a lot.

I still remember the time when my good friend (crush) Milly moved to the other side of the English Channel (Portugal to Devon), after us being friends for 4 years. OK, enough about my ****ty love life. Here's a song that might cheer you up:

Oh wait, I think that might be a sad song. Idk though. I guess if you replace the girl with yourself, it's kinda the situation you're in (lack of friends, despair)... Kinda? Maybe? Idk. Here's a happy song that's actually happy:

 

It sounds like you've been through a lot, and so the best advice I can give is that there's always the hope that the future will get better. Even when you hit a low point, things recover and carry one. I personally through my relative low points with friends IRL and here, so I can understand why you'd wanna do the same. You might not have many friends as you say, but you can always make new ones! I hope it gets better and works out for you
also proof that no one truly leaves the ctf community c:

 

I'm sorry Xplo, if u wanna talk then pm me on Skype. Don't worry though, things will improve, and you will be better off for it.

 

Maybe he just didnt contact you.

 

Hey man,

I can't relate to you personally, but I think I have a general idea of what you're feeling. I understand times must be tough for you right now, but just push through it. Stay close to your family and friends, they will be the ones to help you. Stay strong.

(Feel free to message me if you're ever feeling down. )

 

(seriously, no seriously call me MAYYBE)

 

You're still part of the community to us, and we're one big nerdy family.
Hope you feel better soon, buddy <3

 

:/ You could try going over to his house or contacting his parents to see if he's okay. . . But in all honesty it's not about how many friends you have, it's how good those friends are. Quality > quantity.

Nothing is worth taking your own life if you have the chance to push through. Which 99.999999999999% of the time, you can push through and make things better for yourself. You've just got to find a way to make it worth living c: Only you can make it better for itself. We're just here to help you along the way.

We can't give you the relationship you have with your IRL friends, but we can still be friends and be here for you c:

Have a touchy feely song:

 

I feel what you feel. I had lots of friends in like 3rd to 5th grade and I haven't seen them since in real life. #thanksfacebookforphotosofyourfriends.

<--- Maybe this pic might satisfy you
Watch the movies already!

 

Hi

 

I'm surprised no one posted this song

This song pretty much sums up what your going through

Hope this song is emotionally supportive to you
We as a CTF community can help you with your problems and struggles in life

Thanks , Zacheus (a.k.a simcb)