Outro Farewell, everyone!

Dang man, I was really looking forward to you applying again.

 

Bueno suerte de la clase de español.

 

It's sad to see you go. You were really friendly ingame and it's hard to see a fellow brawler in such distress. You should consult with someone you trust about your current situation. Remember suicide is never the answer. Life is precious, don't give up now.

Best regards
~ Kyle

 

Rip, good friend for so long, you better come back soon, regardless of what you say. ;n;

 

Rip. Nice having you around

 

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jk
i cri 2 c u go ;c

 

Rip my old abusive Jmod ... Cya bro Ive had great times playing with you

 

Although I don't know you well at all, I do understand partially what you speak of about your parents seeming to care only about school.

I experience much of the same, with my mom (my dad is chill) veering any sort of conversation I try to have with her towards school. More often than not, it's usually about how I couldn't do this and how I should have done that, and what I should do next year.

It seems like she's trying to impose her picture perfect teenager years on me. I obviously have no interest in complying.

So yes, I understand how crappy it feels. But there are people that can help you through it. Friends are who I primarily vent on when it comes to my frustrations, but if you don't trust any of your friends enough to talk about it with them, there are plenty of people online that you can speak with a sense of anonymity. I'd be more than willing to talk about it with you, if that's what you want.

I can't offer any advice on your depression other than the very common statement given out by others: Do what you enjoy.

I really do hope that your parents are acting on your best interests, because if they mean the best for you, sitting down and talking with them may achieve a great deal for you. Maybe if you bring up your depression again and tell them exactly how much you suffer from it, they will do something about it.

However, if you are not receiving therapy, or medical care of any sort after 3 suicide attempts, unfortunately, you most likely have parents that don't give a damn. In this case, I urge you to speak to your doctor or perhaps the law enforcement if it's to that degree of severity, because that is an uncaring environment that you, or anybody for that matter, should not be forced to grow up in.

I wish you the best luck in your life, and never give up, even when things look very bleak.

 

I find it hard to believe your parents are doing nothing to help after 3 attempts of suicide which does make me wonder if your point is true or he hasn't proceeded with telling his parents about this.

If this is the case than you should, my best advice has got to be;

Suicide is a permanent solution for a temporary problem.

No good can come from it, stick in there man it always gets better.

 

;_;

 

Stay strong man, things like these only show your bravery, remember suicide doesn't end your problems, it ends the chances of them getting better, keep your head high and don't look back <3

 

Speedy!
Well, back in the day, when we were both lil scrubs playing over summer break 2013, I saw you got really good, fast, and I loved watching you play. Even though we never really became friends, it was also a pleasant surprise to see you waddling around the servers. I've semi-been in your situation and I know what that kinda of pressure feels like; i.e being trapped in someone else's shaped box. Don't give up, they will open up! I promise Mr. Speed. Keep your head high because you'll do great things It was a fun time the 3-4 years I've been playing with you, it's sad it has to end now. Adios amigo. Me encanta el Speedy!

 

NUUU ;(

 

I understand what you're going through since I went through a similar phase. I could ramble on about how suicide isn't worth it etc. but I'm only going to say one thing in response to that. You'd be causing the people that care for you more pain than you're feeling right now if you committed suicide and I don't know about you but I'd hate to do that to anyone. Anyways, it's sad to see you go eventhough I only spoke to you that one time. I hope everything goes well for you and that you pop on once in a blue moon. ¡Adios!

 

Regardless live by what I stated above, good luck man stay strong.

 

This is really rough. I really had no idea this was going on. I am deeply sorry about this. You were always a great friend. Just wait for the day where your parents will stop controlling what you think and do with your life, it will happen one day buddy. I am always at your side in these hard times. I know how it feels, I was in that exact same thing as you but managed to get over it.

 

Bro!

You were one of my fav Mod's of all time..... NNNNOOOOOOOooooooooooo!

Sounds like you have a lot going on. Totally going to miss ya. Had some fun times playing when you were on and curshing nubs. You were by far one of the best to ever be a mod. You brought fun to the game.

You are so going to be missed!

Take a deep breath, there are a lot of things to live for and you haven't gotten to the best parts yet. Your parents are just looking out for you. Once you get out on your own you can do what you want.

I do agree that school matters.....you don't want to be a trash man right? To get a good job you need an education as the foundation.

SpeedBreaker

July 23, 2013-February 27, 2016


My tribute song...to my fav Mod of all time.

 

RIP.