Resignation Sorry.

Hi guys, this was long overdue since many could tell, my activity has fallen. I've used my exams and my moving places as an excuse for my inactivity, but after that. I'm not sure if it's right to use anymore excuses to find motivation to play again. I have been around with Brawl for years now, I've always wanted a staff rank... Not for well the rank, but for dealing with people around my timezone. My timezone was the most stressful time for me pre-staff. Even though there were little people on, there were still cheaters. After awhile the amount of cheaters to ban, people to talk to, it got a little boring. But the playerbase during my time kills me, I could be playing with 5 people on the server I'm on, or even none at all. I'm not ranting, but I think there's not much point left for me to stick around. I tried to keep my rank as long as possible so I could talk to some of the staff a while longer. I have found myself repeating the same thing since 2013. I play for a while, feel bored, quit, find motivation awhile later, come back, repeat. I'm currently on the stage of feeling bored, on the verge of quitting. There are a few things that make me want to stay and possibly make me stay but I've waited, War 2.0 was very hyped. Still waiting, who knows when it's going to be released xD, some other things that I don't think I'm allowed to say :v.

I'm just rambling the same stuff over and over. Cutting to the chase, I'm quitting due to me hitting the played long enough, nothing new, quit stage. I was online recently trying it out again to try motivate myself but there were already enough staff to deal with reports, lack of players on some servers and I'm trying to do IT work currently.

I'm the only current Oceanic region staff (I think, I haven't checked the new guys out.) so sorry to any of the people who know me, or people who may need me in the future which is rarely considering there's such a low playerbase so chances of hackers are low too.

Confession: I am a notorious Jmod bully, I was a shadow v2 as a part of the staff team, I was a ranty guy. (The first months of JMOD were the worst things of my life, almost making me resign earlier.) I was a JMOD for a very long time, I was usually the only staff only during my time, so hackers could actually go rampant and do whatever when I could just tell the victims to /report knowing that there were no other staff on in the first place. So I had to manually, get my recording software out and run about an entire map trying to find said hacker, while getting absolutely obliterated with insults and complaints about not doing anything about the hacker. I tried my best, sometimes when there were other staff, I would beg them to watch a person since I could only kick for an hour. For the person just to hop back on another account and rampage the server again and me having to run the entire map again.
I may come back again in time, like other times I quit and come back.

I don't think I can change my mind if I do decide to stay after I post this (Aka keep being a staffer). But thinking about it, if there were people who still need me to deal with issues in my timezones even if rare or more common now. I'd feel bad about leaving because I think there's nothing to deal with but there may be times people do need me. I honestly should of gone with the community's opinion on this instead of how I feel.

I hate the idea of tagging people who you know the best or who you've played with because you may miss some people out. So I'm just going to tag people who either would still have some sort of contact after I leave or because they may need some lists... Ah who cares, tagging anyways.

@GetShadowRealmed I was chaos v2, the dude took all the "you watch weird ****" comments for me. The guy may still need recommendations too.

@Sn4x5 You weren't there for me noob. The guy I've banned the most, would of been perm banned if all those bans and mutes stuck. :^)

@RockTomb @_featherpaw_ you both made my life so much more bearable during the first months of jmod. Thanks for the help.

@SoullessAngel_ and @whatevermafiasignisnow last of the three musketeers have fallen now.

Honestly, I'm so sorry but my mind blanked just I was writing the tags and forgot everyone else I was actually going to tag.

I would stay if people wanted me to, I would still remain staff if people needed me to. But I feel like I did a pretty good job, during my active days enough to the point where I could just play during my time without dealing with a single cheater till the US/EU people were on. No point of me dealing with US/EU people since there are loads of staff for those areas.

As I'm writing this, I'm having mixed feelings. "Are the people during my timezone really ok without me?" "What if there were an increase of hackers or people who need help and I'm not there?" "What if, I try come back one day and there are loads more people who need staff but I already resigned?"

I guess this could be a good bye, maybe, I don't know. I don't know if I could have a chance to reconsider, since I'd feel guilty for leaving people in the situation I was in when there were no oceanic staff till the EU/US staffers came on much later.

Well, Toodles. Feel free to contact me if you have questions or to rage at me.

Best Regards to you all,
iMacro, your previously only Australian staff.

Edit : The title seemed a bit 'unfitting'

 

I was going to make that joke.
:l

 

@SoullessAngel_ rip three musketeers