Outro A fallen veteran, der untergang

Dear McBrawl,


I think my time is up. I am letting my teenage years fall to bits from its apex because I am waiting too long for something that will never happen (war 2.0). No changes on the servers, staff not doing their jobs properly, no updates, won't take input into consideration, minimal to no interest in what they do. The servers have been dying. I have technically been here since day 1, when I saw mc-war having some potential in its unique gamemode. I have always been playing since, but I think that it's over. The community I once loved and hoped for fell sort in the past few months. I have realized that I can't stand it anymore. The community members, staff, and this whole thing is messing me up. I am losing connection with friends and trust with family members because of this. The recent months have been my der Untergang "Downfall". I hit rock bottom this afternoon when playing mc-war. I realized that I was worthless to the community, players started thrashing at me for some things. I just had an awful day. While thinking about quitting I have always felt sad. Why? Because McBrawl was the one server network I had never quit. I always believed in the devs and the staff to keep everything running, but I had lost hope. As I said a few times that us players need to keep holding on to the hope for the future of war, today everything went down. I have fallen. After reading Totom's resignation I gave up. I just can't stand it anymore. No one will ever be able to finish war 2.0. My dark side has returned filled with: hatred and disrespect. I just can't stand it anymore. I tried my best to being the player-count back up which means buying boosters to have more ppl on war all the time. I tried to negotiate with some staff members on events to help out the player count when it was at its low. The community doesn't need me to support them by donating so much money, they don't appreciate it. They just think "oh **** boys, some kid spent like $500 here lets just say, we appreciate your donation". I kind of wonder. Where does my money go. I know server expenses are a lot of it and paying the devs and staff for doing their work, but where has the rest gone to? There has been no war updates since 2014 I believe and so as WarZ other than the recent reset that has happened. Besides that, I just wanted to say that I am leaving this community.
The community doesn't want me regardless of what I do, so why not just leave. I feel I am just wasting my time and money on something that I am forcing myself to love and hope.
I know I had a lot of mistakes made here and this is the last time to say sorry to everyone whom I have affected and especially the staff who had to deal with my stuff, so sorry everyone.
Best moments I have had here.



Before I leave I would love to tag the following people for what they have done.

@Fista_Cupz - At first we hated each other, but we grew closer together as time passed.
@sjuka_legogubbar You helped me a lot throughout my time here and was a very compassionate person.
@JonCab - You always supported me in whatever I did. Thanks for never betraying me.
@marcel18167 You were a very nice person, as I remember talking to you a very long time ago as you were a good friend of mine
@Aboves I doubt you remember me, but you were very nice Riley20029.

@Overkilll_ I was shocked when I realized who you really were, never knew you were that person I thought you were. See ya later next year bud.

@Nunyabizniz long time friend. Met you on a prison server and I had a lot of fun with you on warZ.

@RockinA1157 Thanka for telling me about this server. Would have never played here if it wasn't for you.

@majorquin_n hehehe it was nice meeting you. Cya in a few weeks. Fun playing WarZ.

@CuDy it was nice playing warZ with you for a bit.

@XvRILEYvX You were one of the nicest warZ players I had played with. Thanks for teaming with me and introducing me to the real warZ.

@Chilled_67 Congratz on global JMOD, I enjoyed every second we talked on ts. You seem like such a good person to me as I cant express my thankfulness to you.

@Everyoneelse- thanks for making this a blast, but it was my fault for ending up like this

If you think I am writing this because I am going to grind csgo or other games, you have been terribly mistaken, I'd rather blow my brains out.

I wish the best of luck to you guys especially the community for keeping their hopes for war 2.0 to come out and I wish the best for the community.

If I feel the community is growing I can do some cash giveaways or other giveaways for the network such as boosters.

Thank You and Good Luck!
ItzYaBoiDRONE

Signed out.

 

Yes I know it means downfall in german

I got ungrounded I should say.

 

Thanks for remembering me. I didn't think you would remember me as we haven't played or talked in a very long time. I wish to talk to you soon. As of now good luck!

Thanks. You're such a nice person. Good luck on global JMOD. Maybe you deserved it more than I did.

 

Sucks we never met. Good luck on war I guess.