Resignation No Motivation

Hey.

I really don't know how to start this so I'm sorry if this thread feels like a mess.

I think a lot of you didn't even know I was part of the staff team. If you don't know who I am you'd maybe recognise me by my old name - MartGames. I've been so inactive lately to the point where I didn't log on even once every week. I've lost so much motivation when it comes to playing brawl the past couple months. It makes me sad. It feels so weird not to feel motivated for something which was such a big part of my childhood. I wasn't contributing anything to the server anymore so it was time for me to resign. If I can't be useful I'm not worthy to have this position anymore.

I spend 7 years on this server and every time I got on it was a blast. But it seems like I'm growing out of it.
Whenever I logged on these past couple months I felt lost. I don't feel connected to the community anymore that I once knew. I distanced myself too much from the people I used to talk to whenever I got on. This decreased my motivation even more since I had no idea what and who I was trying to contribute to.

I've also been busy with IRL things. I'm trying to pursue a music career. I'm studying to become a music producer and when I get my degree I want to branch out in every genre because I pretty much love any genre. So this takes up good amount of my time.

I really miss playing with and talking to a lot of you. I've cherished every moment I've had on this server. Even the bad ones, because I've learned a lot from them. I don't want to tag people because if I did that I'd want to tag every single one of you (and that would be hundreds) so no one that knows me feels left out. So I'll just say that I really do love all of you and I appreciate you for being a part of my life <3.

Also a big thank you to the staff team for doing their best to make brawl a better place every single day. Respect.

I'll probably get on from time to time. Maybe even one day I'll fully return, who knows :shrug: . If you wanna talk I'm always on discord or you'll probably find me playing Warlords on Hypixel.

I guess that'll be all for now.

I'll see you around,

~Mart

 

We'll surely meet again at some point

Doei pyro o/

Thanks mate. I wish you good luck with continuing to manage war

No problem! My artist name is November. But I haven't done a lot so good luck finding anything related this name xd

It's just bad timing I guess. And thanks!

 

Thanks mister very cool

 

Indeed. Our saga on Warlords is not ending any time soon

Ah yes the TNT cannons, I'll miss them too. They were a blast, literally sorry . Anyway, thanks.

I wish I got more stuff done while I was staff though. Thanks

Thanks Warrey