Resignation Farewell Brawl! Just above all else, thank you Brawl.

Hello guys. I thought in my heart I could never make such a thread but I have had this decision for so long now.
Before I start, this has got nothing to do with the community or players or anyone upsetting me.

The reason of my resignation is because my obsession with Brawl became too bad and I ended up being mean to friends and family that I never normally would. I want to hold on to family and friends and being at brawl didn't make it easy. In this resignation I want you guys to know how I have been feeling for so long now and this choice wasn't made over night. Brawl was a fantastic community and brilliant staff and things like that. The problem was when I was moderator was the fact that if you are a mod, you have to not show your anger and be mature which I understand and wasn't hard to do. But that excess anger that you sometimes feel after players annoy you were shown on family without me even realizing. But when I was first promoted, it felt like the greatest present I had ever gotten, so please remember that as I will. So I don't want to make this a really sad thread even though it may seem it. i couldn't cope that much with Brawls expectations however, I wont blame you because it's great to have that. It just felt like a lot of pressure as well as handling with how life is for me at the moment. Christmas is approaching and I have a lot of family related things to sort out.

I first started Minecraft in 2011 where my dad showed me a blocky game, a creeper made us jump and frightened us to death. Later on, a skeleton glitched in the wall and looked like it was a free bow, we went up to it but realized it was a skeleton and hell, that scared us. I was a member on MCPVP after learning about Minecraft and things. I loved MCPVP and the community was fantastic. I always did want staff there but closed before I could ever get it. When we moved to Brawl I saw it as a great opportunity soon as the community was so great. I loved CTF and Build but CTF doesn't interest me anymore, it has no fun element to me anymore. Even spectating Party or any other gamemode got really boring which was one of the parts that I resigned. But I will miss Brawl and I don't want any of you guys to be sad over me leaving, think about all the fun times we have had. There is a long list of players I would just say thank you too and all the friends I have had. The ones who are not tagged, don't feel bad I didn't forget you or you are not insignificant at all to me I promise. I shall visit again, stay Brawling.

I will start off with players first:
@Thessalonika I have known you so long and your generosity and kindness is always so warming when coming to your map. You are so welcoming In many ways and you are gifted. Never stop being happy, it's a great thing. I will come to visit you. =)

@Fawely You have tought me so much since MCPVP and I just think the same of you as Thess. I think you are just so kind and friendly, I will miss you also. Just thank you for being there when I needed you the most.

@Nutella522 You always brought so much laughter at CTF. You always did make it so interesting. We had a great time. =)

@AndyinaBEARsuit Fun friend you were. It was always great to talk with you on creative and things. You were very supportive towards me back then and probebly would be still now =)

@Akejsa Those old videos back at MCPVP we did if you remember! They were great times. Great to see you at Brawl also, enjoy yourself. ^^

@Johini Another great CTF friend of mine. You are always funny in-game and always make everything intresting when it's boring

@xxMineSheepxx You have been a fantastic friend along with the other players above. You are so kind and thoughtful towards me and wont be forgotten.

Sorry for no more mentions of non-staff, There are so many on my friends list.
@Spookelia_ Forgot to change that name! Thanks for supporting me zelia. I know this is unexpected and we spoke about this thing the other day but I find myself unhappy all the time so I must make the right choice. I know I never did spec in matches with you which is what I always hoped. It was a shame I wasn't a mod a little quicker or we would have done that . You have always been a good friend to me!

@Spookvice I think you know what I have to say about you . Known you since MCPVP, you are also friendly and always a pleasure to talk to. Good luck with your further development tag .

@Cuddled First time I ever met you the second we met on CTF you made me laugh. Even if you don't remember, I don't quite either but we laughed together with Chickenninja in CTF one time and that was really fun. You have been so kind and supportive to not only me but to all the staff team. They are really lucky to have such a hard working SMOD. Keep that up!

@Lord_Roke Didn't know you until I was promoted. I have only just began to know all about you! You are such a great guy in many ways. You have helped me on the journey so I thank you for that.

@WerewolfChadd Those laughs on Teamspeak though! They were the best. Thanks for believing in me when I got promoted, you really wanted me to be staff so I really feel happy for that.

@LeTim Fun times, fun times. It's just been so joyful talking to you. I know I have spoke of this before and things but I actually know this is the right choice in my mind. You are so funny and friendly!

@Algelier It's getting hard to write things now so you are the last on my list. You are a funny guy and the times we have had were excellent! It's been so fun!

I will never forget any of you, no matter if you were tagged. You all played an important part in my sucess. So I really want to thank you. I may make a leavers video for you guys as a goodbye!

MY LIFE AFTER BRAWL: What now for me? I shall play new games and exiting new opportunities! I reached my goal and I am ready for another one. I started Tuba lessons (Brass instrument) which is a huge instrument and hopefully will be joining a brass band real soon. My dad said the most important thing is being happy. I am glad now that I fully understand him. As for my family, we will move on with life, and turn out better and not for the worst. I am ready now, your time will come as will everyone's. You will know when it is time. Everything has it's time.


- Brendoom