This is my apology for 3-4 years of my...well stuff.

First of all, Sorry to @xShadowLuna , I am sorry for my actions even though I am tired(4 1/2 hours of being in a car and not sleeping till after 1 does that to you.) I had absolutely no right to say what I said. I cant really say anything more then sorry. I do own up to my rages of the past including todays, I regret them of course. I just wanted to specifically say sorry to you. I didn't mean one ounce of what I said.

K, Now to the rest of ctfers who know me and I know, I hate some people of this community for making it impossible to be nice all the time when I was on this server and mcpvp. Its still my actions and I know i could turn off chat and crap, but then it would be impossible to play the game because ya gotta work as a team. I want to personally apologize to 99% of the ctfers I have been an...(insert cuss word here)...to for 3-4 years. I was a lot worse back then and I think anyone back then could agree, but I'm still bad and stuff. I am sorry to you ctfers. I do think my perm ban was necessary, at least for now. I just wish I had it on mcpvp so I could of thought of getting my (insert cuss word here) sooner. I am sorry again.

Now, specifically the staff of mcpvp and brawl. I am sorry to every single staff member I have ..frustrated, and made feel bad, etc. I am sorry that you had to deal with my (insert cuss word here) for so long. I do deserve the perm ban I got, and I'll probably never be unbanned no matter what, but sorry to every staff member here. I am really sorry.

Now, This is a message to ctfers that I want addressed immediately(take it from someone whos has it done to them and done it to people), Cyberbullying is serious(yea yea, everyone knows this), especially on minecraft because I know this more then anyone, minecraft is 90% filled with people who are arrogant, ignorant, and raging, and 10 year olds(in the raging category). I know its hypocritical when its coming from me, but I was nice on c4.mcctf, then I went on b1 cause a friend said it was full of pros....I went and due to my archery...skill I guess everyone started hating me and did everything they could to hurt my feelings, etc(deceptivecreed was a plain (insert cuss word here) to me.). I was a victim turned victimizer as it were. I hate it, so I kindly ask people on ctf not to be an (insert cuss word here) to new people or even to people on the server that you know. I do think the mods are a bit lax on the flames in the server, but school and stuff im sure. Just try to be nice to people. More people means more friends, more people and friends mean more money for brawl, which means ctf may actually last.

I believe I have one more sentence or two after this one. I am truly sorry to every single ctfer I have done anything bad to(cyberbullying). Please do not make this a flame or hate post(I am specifically looking at you snowleak14.).

 

I havent yet, I'm going to take a break from minecraft for a bit(maybe play mineplex for a few). I didnt do this for my 100,000,000th chance. I did it to express my feelings, all I want is for this to be seen.

 

I know ive made similar posts in the past. I did mean what I said back then too. i have tried to be nice, but I was shut down faster then the server connection when it lags extremely hard. Doesnt mean i wont try again. no wait, I know a star wars saying , its something like "there is no try, do or do not, there is no try". Anyways, thanks

 

Can we get back to the topic of this and not the his and stuff. K thx.

 

See what I mean people? Snowleak14 despises me, look at the end of his insult "he will let you down and be toxic as soon as he gets a chance", I know i've made stuff in the past and deserve what I got; also, youve only seen me rage because you literally try everything in your arsenal to insult me or provoke me. I do try to mind my own buisness until people like you tick me off. I know it is me who gets mad, but you arent a goody two shoes either, you have devoted your gameplay to make my life miserable in the game the first chance you get, and you have your cronies with you as well. I am toxic, but you sir are as bad as I am, just in different ways.

 

Thanks

 

I tried for at least a month soap, but got shut down. I understand what you are saying, but I cant change what i did, gotta make sure i dont mess up in the future.