I don't know

Admit it Sporty, I'm pretty sure you just wanted some attention and you didn't know how to get it..

 

Find what makes you happy (which is pretty hard) and do it. I guess. Idk

 

just stay quiet on ctf whenever u play it for a while. u said that u were leaving, but then u came back, and then u said u were going to leave again but, once again, u came back all within like a week. that really is not the best thing to do and people r no doubt going to try and troll u for it

 

Hey you did a me!

 

First of all, never use a game to "hide from real life" that's not healthy and it will only make you unhappy. Don't feel like you let everyone down here, because it's your life and the people here don't know you irl, you don't owe them anything. My advice would be to put your energy in a sport or something or have fun with your friends

 

NO! NO MORE SALT!

 

You can't hide from what's happening, no matter where you go life just sits there in your shadow waiting. I don't want to make it seem like it's haunting you, but what I mean is, it's simply waiting. You have to change your life by yourself, you can't put obstacles between you and what you're supposed to do. You can PM or something so I can help you in what's happening in real life. But no pixels can change your real feeling. Sure it can help you FEEL better, but in the end it won't help you BE better.

I haven't been caught up with the CTF community, but I can tell you this. Respect yourself and others, don't try to justify yourself and defend yourself. All that will end up doing is just put you in the frame of ignorance, I'm not trying to blame you but you have to open yourself to other's criticism, I can assure you that most of them will actually be right and that will actually be the thing that you need to improve on. I don't know the full details of your current situation. But I'm just pointing out all that I see from this thread and from other threads.

If you could explain how you let everyone down in a PM or in this thread I could help, but I'm sure it's something along the lines of they had expectations for you and you let them down. If that's the case then don't think highly of yourself and try to achieve things that you know for sure you can achieve. If you can't achieve it then work for it, don't try to work for that thing just so everyone will like you or so, but try to work for it with a better intention, such as self-accomplishment and how it can make you or the world a better place.

Those are my words of advice, but I can help you more (like I said) if you PMd me or said it in the thread.

 

Who are you and why do you put so much stock in the opinions of others?

 

If you ever want to talk to anyone, just PM me, I'm always up for a chat.

 

I play for fun.

 

Stop overthinking your life, Stand up tall, take life by the balls, and control it. Stop looking at games to hide from the reality and change it if you don't like it. Really, it's not that hard, stop overthinking life, and just live.

Peace.

 

Quick tip about alts in general, having the word alt in the username of your alt doesn't exactly help.

Side note, if you ever need to talk or anything hmu.

 

then quit

 

mhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhm I thrive on these disgusting posts. dont know why you thought you could come to a MINECRAFT server to escape the real world. if you want some attention then become a cam show star. tldr; im sick of seeing these and anyone that makes one (with few exceptions) is just asking for **** from people.

ps. im sure most of these people don't really care if you stay or leave so I wouldn't bother asking them.

 

Just go do some drugs. Trust me, it solves any problem that you may be facing.

 

I love how ppl u down for optimistic XD