Outro My New Outro.

Alright, first off apologies for making two outro posts in the space of two days. Just hope it's not spam. I need to not only retrace my steps but to reflect back not only on my mistakes but on the community in general.

I felt guilty to leave Brawl with such a dramatic exit. I have been incredibly stupid in leaving and frankly left for a stupid reason. So nothing will redo my mistake and what I've done. I acted like a child, and shouted at my friends. I don't know what length of madness caused me to actually shout at my best friends but. I began to realize a few months ago that fun in Minecraft was over. I never got round to doing an outro and it really did become all about me getting staff then that was it. Not expecting anyone to forgive me at all because I said some things now that has impacted people. A few weeks ago, I found out that my grandma was 86, now, whats the deal? Well it shocked me to see how much time had passed and it looks like my Grandma doesn't have long left with us looking at her age. Half of the time I have been on Minecraft. I don't want to make this outro to get sympathy, thats not what I'm trying to do here. I had also realized I was a very sad and depressed individual who found that no one outside Minecraft actually cared for me other than parents. I even argue with my parents, I fall out with them. I fall out with my mum more than anyone else and probably do it everyday. All this was taken out on my friends and I am very sorry, sincerely. I actually left because I didn't find the game fun and was starting to feel alone here and felt like I wasn't significant in any way. No matter where I go, I screw up and become a lonely person. I feel isolated at times, I feel further and further away from getting anywhere in life... If only sorry made the great medicine but it doesn't. "Then why say sorry?" Well basically if I don't ever say sorry It can only lead to worse things. I let many people down due to my error. Thats why I will tag the following individuals.

@Dokkedal Keep going man, you are doing great. I am sorry about a great many things. I believe I am already in a lot of trouble. My life is just full of "Self inflicted problems"... I let you down, I'm sorry for that.

@sportyman56 Thank you for not being angry with me when I was angry at you. I'm sorry, really sorry about what I said. You can choose to believe me or not. But you are a friend to me always.

@Thessalonika I've let you down, I've let everyone down. I'm never going to be tired of saying sorry. I messed up thess. I messed up.

@Canoodle We don't really have alot to say to eachother. You were probably doing the best job you could. You were doing a fantastic job. To promote a joke like me? You did good to deny. Don't know how it would have ended.

Basically this wont work but @Allstaffmembers, I have become a disappointment to all of you and I will take my leave today and probably never look back on this. Only look back to make sure I don't make the same mistake again.

So thank you for making Brawl what it is Developers. A big thanks. Great time.

 

Never know, or it just could be someone called the same name. ^.^

 

Uhhh nupe hehe uhhh nahh nut me huehue. I was so proud on showing that instrument, so funny lol.

Yus iyts meh.