Outro Trenny - I'm Outtie Lads

Honestly this probably isn't a huge surprise to most of you, I mean I've been inactive on ctf for the past like, idk, 2 months? Yeah well I basically already quit but never really thought about making an "outro". Anyways, there's been multiple things that have bugged me about brawl over the past few months, and each and everyday it drives me further away from the game (yeah blah blah trenny everyone says this).

Anyways, back to the main point. The chances of me ever coming back to this game? Hmm 50/50? Honestly no clue, depends what happens, and it depends on my motivation. I'm just gonna hurry up now and go over some reasons (particularly over ctf) that have bugged me and have drove me insane.

First off, I'm not gonna try to be necessarily rude at all during this, mainly just gonna be straight open what I think (which is weird for me, I normally don't express how I feel very well :/). Straight up, the staff/moderation whatever you wanna call it anymore on ctf has been not too hot recently. Here's what we're doing wrong:

1: We aren't exactly choosing the staff we need right now.

2: Some of the mods (and no I'm not saying all or mentioning names) are completely biased. I'm tired of this mainly. We're putting trust in multiple staff members who are just going to be biased towards people they like/don't like. It's not hard to tell this, at all.

3: I'm tired of me and multiple people I know being hunted down like I'm an animal for being a "hacker", it sucks being the person who's actually played this game legit for so long (nearly 5 years at this point) to get banned (somehow). I really can't tell you how awkward and out of the blue it is to be banned after this long of spending hours into the game just naturally improving with only 3 (total) autobans on brawl. Honestly? Kinda sucks. And it's worrying ever thinking of trying to come back to this game when I have a feeling I'll just be banned again after seeing screenshots of hackusations from mods and regs and so many biased opinions.

4: This depresses me more than anything honestly.. I'm absolutely fed up with people's opinions of my team. I'm tired of it, and my team is also tired of it. It's kind of ironic how TT is called "the most toxic, teams destroying team", yet people say the most idiotic, rude things about our team which just upsets us. It causes grudges and yeah all the drama is lame, honestly, just quit it.. People say this part of the team system isn't a problem, but it really is. The fact that people also feel the need to complain about stuff like team stacking, yet don't even attempt to improve is just plain weird.

5th and final reason: Man it's a block game and sometimes this stuff can get old real quick and be dull, hate saying that but fr.

Before I end this just wanna clear up that I didn't intend to be straight up negative about this whole thing, even though most of the post is. I really enjoyed my time on ctf and brawl in general, it was a real good time honestly. Good memories, friends, and other enjoyable events happened for me. Out of all that's happened since my time on Brawl the positives have outweighed the negatives

Will I ever return to this game? Dunno, it's somewhat unlikely that I'll ever play this game seriously/competitively ever again. Mainly depends on my motivation like already stated above, I have to focus on the real life too.

Thanks to all my friends btw who gave me a good time on brawl, I much appreciate everything honestly.

Just gon tag a few homies who I was close with @Gowrbehmunk @Snowleak @Laraa_ @November @xAsh @Forever_Artemis @Ragingz @Rinanana @NotNameless

 

Thank you all for the comments, btw. <3 Will miss you guys too.