Outro I just had enough.

Hi.
This thread might have some problems with the outro rules, I don't really know, but if a mod thinks it is,please read it through before deleting it.
Whoever will read this, will probably don't know who I am. It is funny because nowadays I think noone knows me here. Even those who I played along with for years, every single day, since 2013? I don't even know anymore.
I just had enough of brawl. I don't know if anyone has ever mentioned the points I will below, but I could only hope that I'm not the first one. If yes, then Brawl is in greater danger than I thought.
Over the last half year, I started noticing why Brawl might be dying. It was all within the little things. The staff team ignoring the suggestions on the forums. The community growing more and more toxic. The friends I once had and then lost after they became JMod.

Want an overall answer?

Brawl killed itself.

And it is not the lack of new minigames, and nor the whole stuff about 2.0 not coming out for 4-5 years, altho these also had a slight impact on the community. The main three problems I saw and I think mostly killed Brawl are all connected to either the community, or the staff team.

1, The new players. Now I don't really know about the other games but maybe CTF, which actually doesn't has this effect that much, but on War, the community's "duty" of handling the newcomers is awful. I watched for over a year how new PVTs come and go every single day, dozens of them. Without overcounting. And how the community welcomed them? Spray'n'pray pay2win spawnkill them for over an hour before they have enough and leave. GG. And they get called noobs. Well yeah they actually are noobs by definition, but you get it. Whenever they call for help, or ask the old players to give them a chance or to show them what to do, they just get ignored. Even if there is a staff member online, maybe they give some basic information like how to shoot. Then the noobs get spawnkilled by the staff members as well. gg.... I tried to fight for the noobs for so much time. I created a clan for them. Supported them, trained them, tried to make them stay, and even sacrificed many good "nukegames" for them so they won't ragequit on me. While the others? Ignored me and kept being douchebags. Maybe not those 2-3 other players who actually saw what I meant, my deepest respect for them.

And with this I got to the 2nd point, which is 2, The staff members within the games. I don't know what is the manners code on Brawl for staff members, but in my opinion, it is to help out the players, and mostly the newcomers. Not to spawnkill them to get more kills. And definitely not keeping the flag on you, so your teammates can't capture it, so you have more time to get kills. NOT COOL.... (btw this last one is one of my suggestions that was ignored (flagkeeping is punishable for holding back the gameplay)). And on the last sentence. They should not respond with a "Stop being salty lol" when someone would simply point out that what they are doing is just disgusting.... @Fista_Cupz ....

And 3, Whole Brawl ignoring suggestions. Well yeah, the community was ignorant after a time, they didn't care about anything but making their stats better, and still they made some really good suggestions. Maybe some of which could have saved War, and Brawl as well. One of those was like, I think @Popmaster 's idea of Competitive McWar. It would have taken an Excel file, a mod's free time as judge, teams, and some enthusiasm; and boom, (imo) a good idea for War which could maybe brought some old players back, and would have given the newcomers a goal. What happened? Everyone but a few people ignored it. And this I saw happening with tons of cool threads....

As an extra 4th point, simply the community could have had some patience, and could have been more open to do something on their own.

In these 3 (4) points I tried to get the main problems together, altho I could list some more if anyone would just care about it. But I fear that this will just have the same fate as those suggestions.
I'm not trying to make ideas to change Brawl. I'm not going to come back, whatever happens. I just hope that you guys might get to see Brawl changing back to something fun to play on. I really do.

These are not for friends. Or not for today's friends. They might were my friends, some long time ago. But not in these days.
@Fista_Cupz : Man you changed since you became pink. You were a funny guy. A kind yet good player. Someone who I might have looked up on to. Now you are just one of those crazy kids grinding for a better score in a virtual game's leaderboards what means nothing at all. The only thing I would say is, "Get your sh*t together!"
@Toki_12 : You as well, were a good friend of mine. At least I thought about you as a friend, I don't know about you, but now I question it if you thought about me as a friend. Yet again, since you have that pink tag, you are cold as ice. Like a machine. Please, change back.
@RockTomb : I know you left already. Again. Whatever. You might as well just see this. Altho you were actually someone from the staff team who cared about the community, you had the same problem as Toki. Remember those few weeks when you resigned, when we both got 100+? In that little time, when you didn't have to do any duty as a mod, we had so much fun. Then you became mod, then Smod. And you pretended like you don't even know me.
@StaffTeam : I don't know what is going on behind the curtains. But whoever becomes a mod, as I see it, becomes one of your machines programmed to have no care about the community and just mute anyone who speaks bad. I really don't think that this is a mod's job on a server. If you guys want to make Brawl great again, you have to change some stuff. Because I'm not the only one noticing this.

Might have left some who might have deserved some last words from me, but whatever.

Now to the ones who I actually think about as a friend. How ironic is that 2 out of the 3 has already left Brawl a long time ago, and the 3rd is mostly inactive as I saw. They might have did it right, and I'm the last one behind.

@xxvsnipes : It is funny how you still don't have a forums account (Edit: lol you do have one lmao). And that you were one of the greatest players back then, and yet noone remembers you now. Anyhow, I would just love to thank you for the great times we had together. I can't really say it longer. It was amazing, bro. Hope to find you again somewhere else.
@teostefi : lmao you actually still have an acc here, altho you probably won't even read it ever. Dude we had some crazy moents together, some where we were close to kill each other irl (like me ending your 20ks for the xth time that day...), and some where we were just undestroyable. Yet again can't say more than this: it was amazing to know you and play with you. And now, I can understand why you went full toxic in your last moments. I can feel you bro.
@sjuka_legogubbar : actually someone who might just read this. You were some weird sh*t to me. For years, you were the senpai of the server in my eyes, who never ever noticed me. Then at some point, we just started talking to each other, and you became one of those who I actually could call a friend on Brawl. You supported me in my goal to became a programmer, you cheered me up whenever I had rough times, and you actually cared what is with me. I was there when you applied for jmod, and you are probably one of the few who I could support on this road. Also, you kept your promise what you made when I first heared about it. And you were one of those few mentioned above who cared about the newbys. Saying again, my deepest respect for you. It was a honor to know you, sir.

But enought of the anger of mine towards the server. Have to admit, altho Brawl became something like a poison to me under the last months, I can't forget the tons of good memories this community, this server gave me. I've collected "some" pictures over mostly the last year about random stuff, enjoy:

First of all, a collection of Astro actually speaking, believe it or not!
https://imgur.com/FZHd6Q1
https://imgur.com/s3J0BaN
https://imgur.com/vzXQkya
https://imgur.com/09ylxaJ
And at least he knows what to do with the flag....
https://imgur.com/NybPyUC
Marcel breaking my heart and soul ;-;
https://imgur.com/vSKTz56
Porkchops ACCIDENTALLY got 100+.... RIP
https://imgur.com/4QzL266
When noone really takes GSG seriously
https://imgur.com/iFJ8cwp
Who would, if their leaders are so ez?
https://imgur.com/kwHF6xb
Me and my reaction time...
https://imgur.com/1WkVBaQ
HONK!
https://imgur.com/IuMBNCG
I think someone has some alts on, but I'm not sure...
https://imgur.com/GFltrX6
iSuk <3
https://imgur.com/oHQ263D
The time when I became a ghost
https://imgur.com/rfRqKj0
And the time when I became eZ
https://imgur.com/t9P4m6G
DeCasperr aboooosing
https://imgur.com/C8XBvn8
The hard life of the staff team
https://imgur.com/swtCx2p
And when it is found out that sjuka is a haxxor
https://imgur.com/fJOqQZJ
Brawl and the 10/10 map generation
https://imgur.com/EcCNEa1
RIP Cashep lol
https://imgur.com/MoRZWqH
From the time when sjuka was a cool name (also my first and only namechange)
https://imgur.com/CCmOCdP
Brawl is not ez to hack
https://imgur.com/6oUFV2I
Also I found out that I'm a nerfed nerd
https://imgur.com/RH1LZm5
The time when everyone wanted Dusk moderator rank
https://imgur.com/6kVOJGC
https://imgur.com/8dVOisG
Thanks rocky <3
https://imgur.com/HvFlMkV
Oh and the time when I became a bit... autistic? sorry for saying it like this but yeah .-.
https://imgur.com/Z8uxEWQ
Also a good memory, the onlyone game when I joined turkeywing's clan MaZe, one of the best clans I had, altho I was in it for about 12 hours... oh man...
https://imgur.com/SfHB5JS
When Jacky just doesn't want to play anymore on highrise...
https://imgur.com/plNHort
Also one of my 3 ump45 nukes, cuz some of you didn't believe me
https://imgur.com/qxF7TjG
And sjuka learning how2fly (nah it was mlg parkour)
https://imgur.com/cPby95B
Also, please keep your promise Mart
https://imgur.com/WbKo0it
MaekPeaceNoWar!!1!1!
https://imgur.com/FlPCEsI
When real life kicks in
https://imgur.com/Knz3b1O
Proudy <3
https://imgur.com/Vp5Kebw
Khmm... Dad boosting me before the new rules about alts
https://imgur.com/sdYX725
A Pumpkin sexually harrassing me on CTF
https://imgur.com/FUBdGd5
My requested mute... actually for some of you who didn't know about this, I requested "perm" mute for myself, because I was so toxic at a time I didn't want to make the community worse with myself. It reallyworked for me, in real life as well. Some players called me toxic in the last months a lot, but I haven't been like that since my mute. If I was ever toxic, then it is because of the points I made at the top of my thread.
https://imgur.com/KAobE4D
My first time seeing meltingangel on Brawl after soooooooo long... on CTF dafuq? .-.
https://imgur.com/24pJRo6
Then he started rekting me, both in game and in chat
https://imgur.com/yax2emL
https://imgur.com/aV6fBrA
The thing got so far it had an effect on our family life
https://imgur.com/gxGYAgl
And as the last one, another sad memory. Got the almighty, rumored 100+... in a simple random game, killing a random dude, with about 10 players online.
https://imgur.com/3azS5e2

That was my gallery I collected, altho I had to sort out most of it.

For the last part, I would like to thank two players, @CAShep and @MR_EVIL_OVERLORD : you two are the ones who made War's feeling what it is, whenever either of you were online, the game became something like a real, exciting, fun game with actual fighting. You two, with the extreme love you got for the game, made the whole feeling for this game lovable. Thank you guys!

And finally, thank you Brawl for everything you gave me. The friends, the enemys, the fun games, the wasted time, the excitement, the anger, the laughs, the cries, the support, the toxic players, the life lessons, and that little sting that will hurt forever, cuz I had to play here. So many mixed stuff. I hate and love this server. Love what it used to be, hate what it is, and love what it could be. Same with the community.

Please guys, make Brawl a good place again. You don't need no admins, mods, developers for that. You, the community, the players are the ones who rule the server and form it to what can be loved. And you guys have the power for it - you just have to unite and start doing it

No sorry for my english.
Peace out,
juhaszi