It's actually a lot like raid. You start out in a "prison yard" with a pickaxe and have to mine to get money to rank up in prison. You can leave the prison to go outside, but there are monsters who will attack you. There's some really good powerup items you can get to help defend yourself and for most people the goal is to rank up completely and collect all items.
"Also, can we just talk about how everyone is doing?"
To be fair, I don't feel well. As in, since covid happened I made a lot of bad decisions. Dropped out of school, went to work, dropped out of work and depression hit big time. Like I got people to talk to and such, but I don't talk about me too often, or not at all actually.
Recently became 22 and feel like I have achieved barely anything. I've gained hella weight the last year, since partying isn't a thing anymore and commitment issues are overboard right now. Contact with friends is a bare minimum now, like are they really your friends if they never begin or start a convo but you are the one who always starts it?
Wow, that's pretty rough, Buddy. It sounds like you've been through a lot recently. If it helps, being 22 is not that old! You still have plenty of time to adjust and re-orient your life. I hope life starts to swing in your favor soon (:
I'm sorry, buddy. It sounds like either you have bad friends who don't consider you and your feelings, or they're too nervous to ask you if something is wrong. I can tell you that having at least one really good friend to confide in, however, helps a lot. It might be worth it to find that somebody and talk with them. (3207)
Other than that, I've been fine. I got diagnosed with borderline personality disorder, which could explain a lot of my past actions on here. xD Seeing a therapist helped me with my suicidal tendencies and now I'm doing pretty well with medicine! Are you in a position to be able to see a therapist? I highly recommend it.
Honestly don't feel like talking to a therapist yet. Once this lockdown is over and such, or atleast most of it is over. I'm going to try and go out more with people I love dearest. The thing here in Belgium is strange, our lockdown rules are so ridiculous.
I tried talking to my friends through the internet and video lobbies, but that's different then talking to someone in person. And that's what I need. Especially therapists are fully booked here. By the time I get an appointment we're going to be 6 months further.
That's understandable. I don't know how strict Belgium is with its quarantine, but I believe you. I'm hoping you're able to find someone to talk with in person.
I say I haven't suffered too much from the lockdowns since I am kind of an indoors person and also don't really like going to parties and other events with lots of people.
But even then, I know the feeling of stress and the weight depression and anxiety can have on people. It is such an overwhelming and indescribable feeling, but it's good that you can come forward about it and discuss this with other people. Talking about it with friends and people you trust is often the first step to helping you overcome it.
Either way, Buddy, I hope that things will get better for you. And if you do think things are getting worse, you really should see a therapist. Even if it doesn't seem necessary, it may be the help you need in times of trouble. You can never be "too early" with seeking help.
"like are they really your friends if they never begin or start a convo but you are the one who always starts it?" @BuddyCroooock wow, this is really relatable. It's literally the same way with my friend group, and I have often felt the same way. Yet, if I'm honest, these people are still my friends.
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We get along together well when we hang out even if it's only ever me who starts up the conversation. I can't say for certain why they never start of the conversation with me. Maybe they're super busy? It's just their personality? It's weird, and I don't get it, but we still get along well when we hang out, so I'd still call them my friends.
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As for how I've fared in the Coviderate States of America, basically nothing has changed in my life. 1. I'm already a recluse. 2. School has been all-consuming. I would have been more or less under house arrest studying all day anyways even if covid had not hit.
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Glad I'm not the only one that feels the same way about their friends. I guess you could say it's part of their personality, not saying all my friends are like that ofcourse. But the ones I hold/held closer to me, it's making me think.
It's very possible they're just not the kind of people to start conversations. They could be introverts or they could feel that communications isn't necessary to keeping a relationship going. I know my friend I've had since kindergarten is still my best friend, even if we only talk every couple of weeks.
eh, I feel like the worst has gotten behind me. Had a **** time when I was just past 18, but I always try to look at things optimistically. Whatever happens, I think I will always live a decent and happy life in some form.
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That's a very healthy and positive way of thinking about it. I'm really glad you've moved past the negative aspects of your past and can look ahead.
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Happy Early Birthday, scrub. Enjoy the Chinese take-out. Sounds great. Life's what you make of it. If you decide to, you'll live happily even if things are falling to pieces around you or you end up with basically nothing. Hopefully, it never comes to that, and I know it won't be easy if it does, but you still have a lot of control over how you process how externalities affect you.
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I mean, I still have moments of worry and concern, but whatever happens happens. I enjoy stuff in the moment and will be happy with what I got.
Also, I don't think things will end up too horribly. I will always have something to fall back to (unless if everyone and everything I know goes to **** somehow.)
Also also, chine take-out is fantastic. I will eat so ****ing much of it I may just get sick lmao
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@featherpaw welcome back to hell. Did you enjoy your time away? Pay no heed to Romke's kinks. Just make a mental note to never bring up the wooden spoon around him, mk? ͡ ° ͜ʖ ͡°
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