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Discussion in 'Outros' started by Krcoon, Aug 18, 2014.

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  1. Krcoon

    Krcoon Well-Known Member

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    Yeah...
    I didn't expect it either...
    But I'm leaving you guys...

    It all started yesterday... As most of you know, I am a highly skilled player on McWar... But i am also a very streaky player... (I'll go on good streaks then have big slumps)...
    Before this, I was EMPing every game almost including ffa and gungame...
    I got EMP from the omighty putty and i was really excited. I went online and i started doing TERRIBLY...
    Yesterday was the second day of my horror show and I was having the worst luck...
    I died on a 14ks 8 rounds in a row...
    I started getting kinda depressed because my life IRL sucks butt from a can. I go online to escape from the hell of every day life. And i was having a bad time in my little McBrawl paradise...
    @XminecrafteerX and @YxTimxY tried to console me, but tim's english isn't very good and xmin wasn't sure about how to help me...
    I am a very wierd person... I'm 15 and i wish i had a cat...
    (@randomcitizen1 here's some info about me, enjoy :stuck_out_tongue: )
    I listen to death metal and have a girlfriend... I am a junior in high school and i really want a cat...
    Did i mention i like cats?
    Anyway, my family has issues and i myself have issues... My family is eastern european by descent which means nothing to any of you except maybe @snimka ... They're trying to raise me one way, but the society of america is raising me another way...
    And my problems started around middle school, I started getting bullied and i fell into vast depression. I was very suicidal and I'm surprised i never killed myself, but i cut a bit...
    I have ADHD, OCD and serious anger management problems...
    That's why I'm rarely on ts3... That and the fact that my computer is in the kitchen and my family are constantly being noisy behind me, so I can't talk...

    Oh ****! I'm scary right? Whatever... I'm the class clown in other ways, and i'm very intelligent. I've always been smarter than everyone else but I never showed it. I just don't give a crap about school, i guess...
    But my first day of school is tomorrow and i need to start giving a ****... Or i'll destroy my life...

    Why am i leaving?
    Well, I realized yesterday as xmin and tim were trying to console me, and while my parents were yelling at me for no reason, and while i was sucking at war, that I don't actually like McWar that much.
    The DDOS, the name calling, the hackusations, that noobcalling... And the fact that 2.0 was suppposed to come out like 3 decades ago and didn't...
    The only reason i've been playing the game was because of the community... You guys are the best... I mentioned i used McBrawl as an escape. And every time i came here, you guys made me feel great!

    I wanted to thank some people:
    @XminecrafteerX and @YxTimxY - Thanks for being there yesterday! It meant a lot!
    @eeggss - Thanks for getting me scav so long ago...
    @Monollyth - Thanks for being a great friend and for getting the minigun for me so long ago...
    @RakloT27 - Thanks for targeting me and getting the tomahawk for me
    @Brandozilla - Thanks for teaching me how OP the MSR is and thanks for the cbow!

    @athena530 - For being a skype nub with me and for all of the great memories on WarZ and war!

    @Hudstorm @Pikmin_Hunter @RLHchampion @BrawlerAce_ @Majora_Jora
    Just some of the retired mods I really respected...

    @CaptainBrawler - Nice new prof pic bro :wink: And thanks for being my favorite overall mod!

    @Exotic_Bread - Thanks for the TIDE memories! I know all of the TIDE pros have moved on, leaving TIDE as an empty shell of a clan, but TIDE will always live on as one of the greatest clans in McWar history...

    TIDE buds: @cdial @BajanAmerican360 @Queen_Shine @Pikmin_Hunter and others

    I am gonna forget so many people, i just realized...

    @bedrock88 stay swaggy bro...
    You have me on skype if ya need me... ;-;

    @F1R3 Build Team...
    Thanks for the memories y'all... You guys need a "Hall Of Fame" spoiler on the OP for honorably discharged members...

    @DMTgamer stay swaggy my irl brother, I'll see you around the house...

    @Credo007lv - My latvian friend who i respect from the depths of my chasm-like heart... Stay as you are, you are a legend already!

    @F1r3tar @Mokolee @Gynamo @DrZRG @devin1qaz11 @teawithchoco @LukenDan @Skulduggery57
    You guys were people I respected from a distance and never really got to know...

    @Everyone I am forgetting...
    Thanks for the memories...

    @chickenputty I know you hate being taggest, but here's a tidbit for you:
    I had heard people say you were mean and whatnot, you banned @bob8is8cool for correcting you and i thought you were kinda tyrannical. But then I started pming you questions i had.
    I want everyone who doesn't know you or is misinformed like i was to know this:
    He's a great and funny guy. He's just really busy and stressed...
    I wish that you would get more chances to just play because it seems you don't get many chances to have fun...

    Good luck to all, and to all a good luck...

    I may or may not stay active on the forums.
    I will probably return to try out 2.0, and i might even stay if it's any kind of good...
    I just need to live my life now.

    In the past, I have raged, hackusated and called people noobs.
    I wish to apologize to anyone i have negatively affected and to everyone who I've ever insulted.
    Please forgive me... I wasn't in my right mind...

    Goodbye...
    I shed tears for the fallen...
     
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  2. C9_Mango

    C9_Mango Well-Known Member

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    Hi there Krcoon! Thanks for applying for an outro! Sorry, but I don't think you have the necessary requirements for one.

    Try again never.

    Ever.

    This outro has been denied.
     
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  3. Krcoon

    Krcoon Well-Known Member

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    Dammit i forgot to tag you... Fixed*
     
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    #3 Krcoon, Aug 18, 2014
  4. Chopo

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    NOO :frowning: I totally feel you in your family's way of raising you, it's the same in my family, it gets complicated. I hope you return and stay for 2.0, we'll miss you :frowning: <3
     
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  5. C9_Mango

    C9_Mango Well-Known Member

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    Come back in 2.0?

    Plis?
     
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  6. soccerstars

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    Outro Denied, add me on Skype at the least, I have a new account and I still want to talk with you.
     
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  7. Krcoon

    Krcoon Well-Known Member

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    I will return when 2.0 comes, yes...
     
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  8. LeTim

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    Nooo :V I saw it coming. I really don't know what to say. It's sad to see you go. I hope your life is getting better in the future... you know what I mean. :V
     
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  9. Chlammy

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    ... The feels man, i hate to admit it but i too, have some irl problems and have been using minecraft as an escape... Just live your lofe day by day, and i would try listening to music when your angry. Im sorry to see you go, but i know you need to fix your life, and i wont try to stop you. Hope you have a prosperous life, and come back to mcbrawl once in a while ! -north
     
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  10. patrickdemooij9

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    Hey man, never let the depression win. I am sure you can get every right one day and come back to this community.

    I know your feeling as I experienced it too but everything will change later in a good way.
    (I want a cat too :wink:)
     
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  11. tallscot

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    SOMEBODY GET THIS BOY A CAT SO HE'LL STAY

    You'd better come back.
     
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  12. soccerstars

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    He will in 2.0, I'll make sure to tell him on Skype.
     
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  13. BrawlerAce

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    You'd better come when 2.0 comes out.
    Or you're dead to us >:v
     
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  14. FritzzMC

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    Nuu, Nuu , NUU!!! Wait, I have something there can stop this...
    Sorry, you don't have enough permissions to perfom this action. Please contact the server adminstration if you believe that's an error.
     
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  15. Krcoon

    Krcoon Well-Known Member

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    I want everybody to send me a pm when 2.0 comes out...
    That way, one day I'll check my email and have 200 emails fom [email protected]
    Then the legend will return!

    @Signatured ;-;
    They won't let me leave...

    And i forgot to tag you for some reason ...
     
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  16. asvpbrvdv

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    Sad to see another one go. Never got to meet you or know you well, but you seem like a great guy.
    Ahh bullies, still surprised they still do it nowadays. Thankfully, I stopped being bullied a long time ago, but it wasn't by luck or chance. It was how I reacted.

    Bullies like to feel big, they like to feel powerful towards people that look "weak", because somewhere else they are being bullied themselves. They want to see your pain, your reaction, your anger, your frustration, but what happens when they don't see it? If they call you names, ignore them. I remember a friend who they always called a witch, and whenever she responded she was like "yeah, cover the blinds so I don't scare you." They didn't like the response, and no matter how hard they tried, she didn't react sad or mad, So they left her. Fast forward a few years later and she turned stunningly gorgeous :v If you can't come up with something that says "I don't care", just ignore them. I followed her reactions to either ignore or don't care, and they eventually stopped too. Don't feed them the reactions they want.

    Suicidal thoughts and depression are serious matter, I suggest talk to an adult like a teacher or a school counselor about this. While I have not been either, I do understand the effects. If you're ever feeling down, or just want your day to be better I suggest making a reddit account and PM this guy named /u/IGiveFreeCompliments. He is a very nice guy with quite a good reputation who's goal is to make our world happier. If you need help with this, PM me and I can hook you up with him.
     
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  17. Emperor_Creeper

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    Life gets better as you get older.

    Take some time and think about where you will be 10-20-30 years from now. It helps put things in perspective. Life is a journey.

    Gaming will always be here and you are going through similar things all kids go through as young people.

    I was at the game yesterday. It was hard to tell what was going on.

    Your a great gamer,


    JATEAM1
     
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  18. SoMuchWinning

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    Nooooo Signatured Krcoon.
    Don't leave us ;n;
    You didn't tag me :v

    Don't forget, I live in Eastern Europe.
     
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  19. Krcoon

    Krcoon Well-Known Member

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    There are not enough positive ratings for this post...
    Thank you mercury.
    I... needed something like this... Thank you...

    OMG... I just had an aneurism...
    I FORGOT TO TAG CREDO!!! NOOOOOOOOOO

    And you live in eastern Europe, so you know that parenting style, but you don't know what it's like to be brought up that way in America.
    In America, the population molds your character almost more than your parents, and either side are pulling me in two different directions... I'm getting torn apart...
     
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  20. SoMuchWinning

    SoMuchWinning Well-Known Member

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    'Murica is kinda mainstream, they told me. I've been in Canada, though. That seemed kinda calm.
     
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