Outro Goodbye ctf

So, I've played ctf since 2013. And it's always been great, I go on and off again to play and then I take a break. My real sadness about why I'm officially leaving for a while is because my homie @Dokkedal got builder and lost interest in ctf. He was always busy and couldn't build maps with me like we used to, I played ctf but it wasn't the same without him. I joined a ctf team, @Nooksva 's... And I slept through a match and it's what I'm famous for, lol. I've played on other servers but I could never establish a good friend to call every morning and have fun on ctf. Because that's what ctf is. Fun. But when you don't have fun nor an insentive to play, it seems useless. I played on another server a long time ago and I was friendly acquainted with @yqt1001 back in 2013/2014 and I heard he got developer and i was like "ohmygod is that him?" It was a coincidence or something, so I started going online more and more. Yet after playing in my first ctf match I didn't sleep through, we got absolutely destroyed and I lost interest again. I'm a half decent builder whose activity is as consecutive my friends bipolar attitude. But I want to build with dokkedal and the only way is to be a builder. And we both know that's never going to happen. Dokkedal was my first friend since some ***hole compromised my account and got me a 6 month ban on that other server, I had lost friends, hope, and will to play minecraft. After I recovered my account, I met dokkedal and We started building a map when I first met him in summer of 2015, he was a filthy nondon, and we were great friends. Thethor1 or "paper towel man" was also in our building squad. I don't really ever play here, but if you need a third string backup pyro defender, give me a call on skype. Anyway, I've been through Crippling depression and I don't know what to do anymore, I'm playing on that other server but I don't wanna get this thread deleted for "advertising" so I won't. I feel I can be a youtuber here with a youtuber rank? But I have no subscribers since some drama made me make a new channel. Well whatever. A while back @chickenputty said my name on a twitch broadcast that made me feel special af. Here are my previous usernames: https://namemc.com/profile/7d3503bd-474a-4e61-9cc7-3c78b95492c9 if you want to see my current YouTube channel: www.tinyurl.com/zacharyk2011 there it is, well ctf needs insentive to play the dang game nonstop, it also needs a way to earn classes. And new classes or something. I don't know man... Well I wanna just thank @Ducksfan101 for being my friend while it lasted, same with @Flavorous before I ruined everything. Well, bye guys, I'll come on once a month maybe but I'm not sure... Well... peace!

I Also ruined my friendship with @LordCh4os

 

I wish to be a builder or make YouTube videos for brawl, but if I can't help you guys then i already feel like a lost cause. Thanks for readin tho