Resignation Forget

Well, Damn, the first time I ever wrote a document on Word, for Brawl, was my application haha. Seemed fitting that the next time I wrote one would be my resignation. Before people read this and think that I’m jumping on the resignation bandwagon because I secretly hate Brawl is sadly mistaken. Brawl has been there for me during the roughest parts of my life. It helped me deal with my Anxiety and Social fears throughout an entire year, but as I’ve grown as a person; I’ve grown out of Brawl. Ever since September I’ve been thinking about writing this resignation, but was trying to reach a few of my personal goals which I have recently achieved. One year as a staff member, 1000+ bans, 700+ forum posts, and a **** ton of new friends

As most of you know my name’s Zack, and I’ve been playing on Brawl regularly since early 2015, I had a cat named Floyd, who I hated, and spent most of my time playing Brawl’s best gamemode, Survival Games. I played alongside my partner in crime, @Lozzylouise, who has, honest to god, become one of the best friends I’ve ever had. SG was such a special place to me that I became SG’s only Moderator ever in August 2015. Even after SG was gone I still wanted to be a part of a community that I had loved so much. With whatever you want to call me Zack, Egbert, Expert, Jag, Khao, Khaotiic, Duskk, protato, whatever I only can hope that my time here on brawl has at least in some way, impacted you for the better.

With all the love and appreciation I’ve received I see no other option than to just simply return the favor. I wish I could stay here on Brawl and I hope my time here isn’t completely over, but for now as a staff member I can no longer afford to do it. A big reason I’ve decided to resign is because I simply don’t want to occupy another potential candidates position; in my opinion, I don’t think being remembered as a Mod who simply occupied space, as being a positive thing. Personal opinions aside, I have a lot of personal issues I’m still trying to overcome, and recovering from a year long absence from High School is probably the biggest. Over the summer I did a lot of catch up work and still had little time for Brawl, but now as a Junior in High School I’m catching up, maintaining a job, a social life, and eight full course classes, and let me tell you all that that **** sucks! Finally, Minecraft just isn’t fun anymore. I love being with all of you here, but trying to play a game I don’t enjoy is time I feel I’ll never get back. I’ll happily add any of you on Kik, Skype, or Snapchat, and yeah without further ado here is Zack’s Long List of Annoying Tags, **WARNING: They are all going to be very cliché **

Spoiler: A **** TON OF TAGS

Tags:


@Lozzylouise – Lozzilicious! Words CANNOT express how much you mean to me just as a person, for as long as we’ve known each other you have been so kind, and caring, something you rarely see in people in real life much less a damn block game! From the first time we met during that awkward SG game so long ago to the Skype call we had while I was making this you have been my rock, my ride or die, my #1, and I couldn’t thank you enough for that. From the old days with squad to our roasting sessions you have been so funny and fun to be around, and with all the problems we’ve dealt with we’ve always had each other’s back and thank god for that because I don’t know how I would have gotten through the past two years without you. I’ve said it before and I’ll say it again you are like my sister and this relationship is so much more than just an online “hey how you doing.” I think we’ve really made a close friendship that I hope will last for years to come. I could go on and on and on and on and ON about all the memories we’ve made together like your long ass middle finger to hexpert to SquadCraft to us applying the list goes on and on, but I honestly can’t express how much you mean to me and how hard it is to find the words that go along with those feelings. You deserve a whole ****ing page, but I suck at writing and being sentimental, sorry about that LARD

“You absolute piece of trash, you imbecile, thanks for existing” – Lozzylouise 2016

You have made my time here at Brawl a million times better and I don’t know if I would have stuck around so long without you. Don’t ever doubt yourself because you don’t know the greatness that is Mrs. Louise, and all I want is for you to see the awesome person I do every day when you message me on Snap Chat at 4:00 AM saying “streaks” you have been nothing but an improvement in my life even through our fights, and as much as I’ve repeated myself I’m going to one more time because I can’t say this enough, Thank You, Lozzy.


@nezzr – Nezzy! You beat me to the punch <3 From that first time I met you in that fateful SG game where Khuzzy begged me not to kill you, I knew we would be best friends. I’ll always miss killing you in SG, destroying your stuff on creative, bugging you on Forums Conversations, and overall just seeing you on Brawl, but I’ll bug you on Skype/ Snapchat. Love you, boo.

@Skylivia – Tato! I’ve always loved talking TO you on Skype and just enjoying your personality and your thoughtfulness. I know you’ve had some rough times, and I always loved making you laugh and smile. It really would make my day to see you be happy, and you we’re one of the only people who could do the same for me. Like I said in my other tags…. I’ll be stalking you on Snapchat

@Eil – EEL! You better take care of our hundreds of children! Stewart, Megan, Brian, Carter, Peter, Jillian, and as you can probably see I’m just listening characters from Family Guy because we never actually named our babies xD. I honestly PRAY that you get Skype or something else and add me so we can stay in touch.

@Viva – HG Skrub! Viva, you have been such a savior for me. I don’t think you realized how much I looked up to you not only as a mod, but as a person in general. You helped me through a lot during my time here on Brawl and I cannot thank you enough for that. You are such a chill guy, and ever since that day you friended that skrandy named “_JaguarPvP” I’ve had nothing, but respect for you. I’ve always thought you we’re a great Mod, but an even better friend. Mrs. Kwan

@MidoriDev – Oh, sis. You have never, ever, ever, ever gone on the forums since you changed your profile picture, but I love you boo <3

@Anise – Appy! I know you’re never gonna see this, but I hope the one day you casually stroll on the forums you see that I think you’re an awesome person and that seeing you on SG and screaming at you on Skype always made my day, Thank you

@Blamo – “Dog” “oh” “Dog” **LAVA SPHERE** Blamo what would I have done without you mate? You were my first ever Moderator friend alongside @Viva and I will never have anything, but kindness to give back to you.

@Fawely – “X” That kindness you showed me when we first met is something I’ll never forget as long as I live. That little bit of happiness really just cheered me up through some of my darkest times and made me realize how much a difference being kind to another person can be. I know we don’t talk as much as I would like anymore, but I just wanted to say thank you, and never lose that kindness in your heart.

@Canoodle – From the first time I met you, you were a role model for me. Like I said before; not just as a Mod, but as a person with your kindness and confidence. You we’re always so kind to everyone and it really made a difference, to me anyways

@TheRacistClerk – Alpher, you were the one who really pushed me out there and helped me out with my shyness and attitude. You taught me how to open up to new people whom I’ve never met before by simply being yourself. You’re a great guy… I mean girl….. I mean…. Idk I love you man <3

@xxMineSheepxx – SHEEEEEEEEEEEEEP! Omg, the only person who still calls me Jag, and I hope you know in the intro to my resignation I only put “Jag” in there for you you’ve always been such an outstanding person in my eyes, and I hope you stay like that throughout your life because I have the upmost respect for you sheep. I’m so happy I killed you that day and you sponsored me. Great memory!

@pumpkincitizen1 – What is this name? ummmmmmm? No, try again next time. Seriously though, you’re a great guy $krub, and I’ll always enjoy stalking your page from time to time. Stay in touch add me on skype or something!

@Cowlub – One of the best guys I’ve ever me, so kind to a stranger and really took me under your wing during my time in Team Brawl. You taught me how to play after SG shut down and I had nowhere else to go, and over you’re just a chill guy.

@WarSkater – Rob! So chill, and kind. One of the only people I’m looking forward to talking to after my resignation. Even though I suck at WarZ you’ve never been anything but chill to me. I’ll be stalking you on skype ya’here me?

@Piky – Just like with @Skylivia you always knew how to brighten my day, and I always enjoyed helping you out. You we’re always such a good friend to me, and I hope you’ll stay in touch

@LegitMonkeyftw – Again such a chill guy. I really hope you decide to stay in touch, but I’ll always have your Instagram to stalk you on. I’ll never forget all the stuff you’ve helped me deal with.

@AlexisRose – Wait Up!! Seriously though, you helped me break into a whole community that I would have never had the courage to try to be a part of or even try to communicate with. You helped me on a game level and taught me to be a bit more brave.

@SasMastah – “Dog” You we’re such a cool guy and was always so kind and relaxed. You we’re a great friend Sas, and I’ll always regret how your demotion went down.

@tyuio – One of the funniest people I’ve ever had the honor to annoy. Chill, friendly, and overall just hilarious. You we’re great in skype calls and so frustrating to fight in war!

@VividFlames – Great person, you’ll probably never see this, but if you do; thank you for always being so nice to this randy

@PastelFresh – ILY KATHLYN. Awesome girl, so friendly and sweet. Tell Amy I hate her.


*phew* toward the end I couldn’t write as much, but now I’m gonna go onto some lesser tags, but still people I feel have played a very important role in my time here at Brawl

@soupfield – HAHAHAHAHAHA SKRUB eZ
@0racle - Baiiii :V
@18kss -
@Aboves – Clezzr?
@BearSocietyx – *sigh* an SG randy that will never see this post
@BrandinoB – *coughs* mhm *coughs*
@CherryBlossomss – Cherry!
@CmanOG – What else can I say, but Dog?
@Darkchaosknight – I’m better than you @ Minestrike
@DemonicObelisk – Doge!
@Doges – Doge? ^^ WHAT?
@DevilishMistress - :/
@Ellakate03 - Another SG randy that will never see this post
@Evolution350 – o/
@falseprophet42 - <3
@Flavorous – I miss frontier man, good times
@Frappuccino – 1v1?
@GumiBears- Wow there are a LOT of SG randies who will never see these posts
@Halo_ - SKID, but a cool skid
@harvey611 – You applied for Mod!
@H_IV – Omg how many SG randies are gonna be on this?
@Inifinity – Long time, no talk?! Awesome person
@iosunicorn- Another one?
@Brittanyflower – I’m just gonna sum the rest up at the end
@JaydenChadd – Abuse!? And I joined the dark side
@Khuzzy – Bae, xDawnn, I’ll miss you and stalk you on sc
@LeTim – eZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ
@Lord_Roke – Remember that thing I messaged you about the smiley faces? It was supposed to be my last! xD
@MrCowlick – Add me on Skype. I haven’t talked to you in forever
@Phanta – League?
@poskeharen – My KitBrawl buddy!
@quinox_ - Out of all the statues on my ugly world, yours is the least ugly
@Alekta – Add me on Skype!
@BloodInTheCoral – What happened to you reapplying m8?
@DeKrah – I didn’t even know you got staff :v But you’re such a chill guy, and you really deserve it
@FrostByte – 1v1? eZ
@K2T – KATTTTTTTTTT
@KK2B – KATTTIEEEEE
@LeeHerouiPower – When will my order come in? Its 2 years late!
@MusicNToes - J
@ritzy – roasting v3?
@pumpkinpaw - randi
@SapphireBlu - <3
@Striker_Sly - *poke*
@Sybr – Change your name back to Maccy please!
@SweetLava – BAEEEE OMG IM JOINING YOU IN THE STAFF GRAVEYARD!
@Thessalonika -
@tupaq19 - oh
@Trevorsleeping – Mewvies v10000?
@Tulay – Vape Nation?
@Turmac – Finally babe! Wait where’d you go? ADD ME ON SKYPE
@SillyPickles – TolerableCucumbers
@wintergreen3 – Shoulda got Mod sooner IMO, great addition to the staff team and overall a great person
@Xelia_ - Remember that wedding? I have a screenshot xD
@yinscape – buy me LoL


SG RANDIES ~

ItsJustGalaxyy, JDG522, JenniferQ, Jonelia, kawaiiluv123, KayleyFreds, @kyutie, Nutellaax3, IrishChickatee, Arrizonaa, SupItzJulia, xFLYx, xFABx, Shasta_Bunnies, ItsJustJackk, TechnoGirl1018, TheXcess, Unenchanted, Arrogancy, xxxCrypticxxx, Vinamae, and THE BAE xMYSTICARROWx AKA PUFFBALL23 AN AWESOME GIRL ILY BOO. I'll always cherish you guys

All in all, I love, and will always love everyone on Brawl, and I am so grateful that I’ve had the honor to share a part of my life with all of you, and to have so many lives shared with me. It truly has been the experience of a lifetime, and for that I will never forget all the amazing things Brawl has done for me.

Goodbye, Guys <3

 

its been... Real <3

 

I love you, no other words. And those 3 words are used too much

Sorry haha, toward the end. I lost my grip of the community, and that's always the mod I tried to be

Who knows

Sorry gl though

CALL ME EGBERT ON THE TOMBSTONE

Get mod already bb. <3

Ty Dasky

Glad someone caught onto it <3 bai Eil ily, and our babies

No words, I already said what I wanted on Slack, and I wish you nothing but happiness Cuddled <3

Alas, a missed opportunity, but I always was community oriented, I would have never made someone else's experience bad just for personal gain. Just not me, but I pass the torch to you <3 Good Luck

 

Umbreon and Espeon. Ying and Yang. Ily Nezz. Honestly you inspired me to apply as well. To really put myself out there and I made you write a response on my profile about my app haha. You and Lozzy were the first ones to congratulate me, and I just love you guys. (CHANGE YOUR PROFILE PIC TO ESPEON AND ILL DO UMBREON)