Outro I'm out

Yup. It's happening. Again.
So first off, I've never really lost my faith in the staff team. I always believed that their guidance would be there to get some of the gamemodes (in particular, HG, which I'll come to in a moment) out of the hole they're in and revive them properly.
Hah! That went well! What do we have? Let's see...a manager for 2 servers who's utterly out of contact for 1.5 MONTHS, with little notice. That's called up-and-leaving it.
Then there's the HG staff, and honestly, it pains me, really pains me, but the current HG staff SUCK (with one excellent exception). They're getting in changes without even listening to the (albeit small) community, they don't care about what other MODS tell them, they just go ahead, thinking, "hey I'm sure this will help, I mean sure the first 2 times this was in the game HG died off but third time's the charm right????".
Hate to break it to you, but no. That isn't how this works.

Then there's the way updates and suggestions are handled. I've made a LOT (and I mean a LOT) of suggestions for getting new players into HG properly - which is apparently one of the reasons to remove soup completely. I'm pretty much the only person on here who actually cares about what HG needs and wants, with said sole exception.
Let me get this out of the way first - I don't get paid. I don't get my insurance taken care of, I don't have much say. And yet I did everything I could to make HG better for both old and new players. What did I get?
"your ideas are bad" "bad idea" "na this is better"
What happens? A certain SMod (who has no business messing with HG - he never even plays it) makes a really, really bad suggestion and...he instantly gets listened to.
I'm done with the disrespect I'm getting from the 2 people really responsible - you 2, you should know not to behave like that as a staff member...I hope you see the error of your ways.
That is bias, and there is no other way of saying it.

There's also school and stuff - not really that important since I have plenty of spare time and I get excellent grades.
Then there's a crush - yeah, I'm over losing my long-term girlfriend (especially since we'd never be seeing each other again) and...yeah. Let's see how that works out.

Tags (tell me if I forgot ya):
@MattM1PVP We tried man, we tried. If I come back some day and see SoupHG is doing well I know it will have been you and not any of the other idiots here.
@_featherpaw_ I've never seen why you got so much hate from the other staff members - you're an amazing person. Thanks for all the involvement you've had for HG - it matters to me.
@Rhoske Stick to Build thanks - you've played 5 games of HG on here - and got killed by me in the last one simply because I'm better than you. If that kind of thing triggers you to removing an integral part of the game, think hard. You're not moving in your view, even I offered up numerous suggestions and compromises to change the game. If you want to beat on me for actually knowing things about HG, then think about yourself for a moment. Get onto your server instead of killing a server that isn't dead.
@Turmac You are one dedicated Brawler. You can do what I can't - you get listened to. Good luck with life sir, and I hope you get mod again sometime.
@BlueGuyARed Where do I start? I know I was pretty rude to you back then - I regret it. Pls nu event ban ;(
@Stormneo Yeah...you were right Thanks for playing them events with me - it was awesome man.
@chickenputty HG ≠ SG
@GoToBed @Versions You always saw HG as a meme - you may not have realised it, but you 2 really spurned me on - I'm officially thanking you for that.
@Viva Why are you listening to a guy with 5 played games! Wake up Viva! Please!
@Canoodle I wish you'd understood the circumstances better concerning my last app - but I really can't blame you for that. You're an amazing manager - I hope you'll do well in life. I know I've never been much in your eyes, but you still contemplated making me a jmod - I wish I'd done things differently.
@AnonymousGalaxy You really stepped up your game concerning Raid - I'm proud of both you and @Eil - you're both awesome mods, I hope to see a gold tag on you sometime.
@Sn4x5 Another of those amazing people - you at least tried out HG, which is the thing that counts. I wish you'd finally get that gold tag you so deserve man.
@Xelia_ You do fantastic art.
@SkullcrusherLD I never really got to know you that well, but I still appreciate what you told me - it was useful, and I think I can take that with me.
@YouAreBestBae Legend. Absolute legend.
@Admiral_Munson <3
@Gehenna_Beam You're such a cool guy man - I wish I was half as wise and calm as you, I think you'll achieve great things soon sir, good luck with the job.
@Proterozoic I used to not really know you - but you really put your back into defending HG on Slack. You have my respect for that sir.
@Miskey Another player IMO responsible for this - at least you knew a bit about HG, but you still lost quite a bit of respect from me for the way you did this.
@_Foto_ I hope you're doing ok man ;(
@Lekosa1 quack xd
@TheTrogs @RockTomb @randomcitizen1 Great SMods, all of you. Stay like that.
@The HG community - I want you few players to know that I did what I did for you. I'll miss you guys <3
And last but very much not least, @0racle, for inspiring to write this outro with his savage resignation. So savage...so raw...so good.

Eh, I just really need a break. I feel like HG can only go further downhill tbh, so yeah, be back in say 5-7 weeks.
-Sam

 

Dang it why is this in the outros section ffs

 

Damn it - I knew I forgot someone.
@Ekologisk Blobmelon <3

 

5-6 weeks
See you too, I expect a pink tag on you by then.

 

Read the thread you clown

 

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