Resignation I'm so sorry... Thank you all for everything...

I remember you were the only reason I stayed playing brawl after a month or so and I still remember when you almost killed me in WarZ (I was a noob) and I started hitting you with my sword. You stopped attacking me and gave me things and logged off. I remember that, and I always will remember the kindness you had throughout my time on brawl. It's a damn shame people don't treat you kindly because you're one of the kindest people I've ever known. Mingo always was and always will be an asshole, I can still remember him calling me a retarded 10-year-old all the way until he quit. People like him make the world a worse place than it should be, and it's people like you who make the world a better place. I hope for the best for you and I can always talk to you on discord if you need it. Bye (My discord is AmbitionZ#1033)

 

Bye Ethan,
I remember u gave me advise on how to be a better perosn on ts3. I’m still trying. Gl in life and it sucks to see you go.
And btw iMingo. He’s a peice of ****.
Still though forgive him. It’s the only way to not hate someone forever and don’t let him defeat you personally.

 

Fück joker, karma is a real bìtch lol

 

I quite litterally have no words. I didn't believe it when i saw the post. I'll always remember you from back in the day on warz. I hope you will return soon, meanwhile have fun in life.

 

Well, here goes the last person that really cared about ww, I hope you can fix all your life problems and I wish you the best of luck in whatever you want to do.
Farewell.

 

I've got little to no experience in psychology but I still think there's advise I could offer. Continue to realise that people always have more than what they reveal about themselves. I'd list off many heart wrenching stories of other people or even of my own but I think you've seen/heard enough to know they exist in everyone. You're not alone. On Brawl or in the real world. And while you may have a love for Brawl, I hate to say it, but it may be unhealthy for you if it's being used to mask an exterior or interior problem. I had to force myself away from it to realise it wasn't a solution but rather a distraction from what I needed to be dealing with for my well being. I'm sure you're in the same boat and you need to take the time to gather yourself. And the hatred you have towards Mingo is expected but don't let it consume too much of your thought. He's deprived. Parasitic. And it's a shame he'll likely walk away without guilt or ill thought towards himself, likely continuing to do it once again. He's sick. His mind is ruined. He preys on others to feed an obsession. He has served under the exact definition of a psycho and to that I must wish him better. But knowingly he'll receive worse. Don't let his future detour your own.

 

I should have commented a LOT sooner, but I just gotta say god damn where has the time gone. It is crazy to think over a year ago you and I were in teamspeak just talking about staff applications, how excited you were to apply, and how much you cared about the gamemode (not sure if you even remember this convo). You sent in your application, and it didn't go too hot, yet you kept on moving forward without even complaining, without even getting set back. I think it was the next app? that you completely aced, and that was something that really impressed me. We got jmod *relatively* close to each other and supported each other a lot at the beginning, and it was definitely an honor just being able to know you and every now and then discuss with one another. Although definitely over time we stopped talking, just know that remembering that conversation over a year ago in teamspeak really brings a tear to my eye. It reminds me of how dedicated and caring you are about something you love, and with that you have my up-most respect. Thank you for the countless support and fun times. I wish you a wonderful life, you deserve the best

 

I had quit we got a while but u were always my favourite staff member ever u helped me grow and to this day make me a better player your commitment To Wild West was insane ty for being nice to me when I first started and for giving me free gear to practice #Vaetna for jmod